If i cant have you

Part 23

Dead on a month later

My months time off has flied by and i was dreading going back in. Robert had tried many of times to get in touch with me and i know for a fact its not to do with work. I want to forgive him I really do but how can i. I seen him with her. He didn't push her off that day and thats what really fucked me off. He left her kiss her. Maybe it was her fault i mean who wouldn't do that Robert is beautiful but the fact he was apparently too shocked to push her off really doesn't seem right.

Chris has been updating me on Robert and apparently he is a mess. His hair is over grown and apparently his beard is getting thicker. I dread to see him later but i just don't know how i would forgive him. Amy and Dylan has been keeping in contact with me and Ryan has been keeping me entertained by taking me places. I have two months left with this baby inside of me and i just cant wait for him to be out.

I was currently in my car driving to work and i had butterflies. I just really don't know what to do with my life. I had a phone call come through off chris

Me- hi

Chris- im so sorry. I know its your first day back and the stress is already high but you have a meeting with Robert and three other men about the company. They came last week but you wasn't here and they need you in the meeting

Me- im going back home

Chris- i know that does seem like the better idea but this meeting is kind of important. Robert wont speak to you i told him if he tried speaking to you it wouldn't work out because i wont hesitate to hurt him

Me- Chris don't say that. In a way i have to speak to him. He is my boss but not about the other thing only work related.

Chris- okay. Well see you when you get here

Me- okay

Chris- bye

We hang up and a few minutes later i arrive in the car park of the building. I said hello to jen and she asked how i was and i told her and she hugged me. I then went upstairs and the lift dinged and when i walked out shelly was standing there. I rolled my eyes and walk past her but she stops me.

"Please can you come with me just a sec" she says.

"Why should i shelly?" I ask.

"Please" she says.

I roll my eyes again and follow her into a room. She sat down and i sat down opposite.

"Im just gonna say it because i know you wont let me. It was my mistake. I thought Robert was single as him and susan broke up he didn't have a ring on his finger and when he came he didn't tell me anything about you. He did genuinely come over to fix my dish washer but that was fixed so he helped me put the drum back tidy in the washing machine thats why he got confused. I did end up giving him alcohol because i missed hanging around with him and i kissed him that night. He did push away and said he didn't want to do it. Want me to carry on?" She asks.

"I want to hear it now you started" i say.

"Okay. He got a little drunk and left here about 1 am. He had a taxi but he must of gone somewhere else because i heard you saying that he didn't get home until 4am. Im so sorry" she says.

"What about Yesterday? You were both all over each other" i say

"Trust me. He wasn't all over me. Yesterday when i phoned you for his coat and keys i thought you were his assistant and obviously he is hot so i thought you were just jealous i came over here and i waited for him. When he came he sent me away but i stayed and flirted with him. He wasn't in the best of moods so i thought i would kiss him to get him in a good mood. He tried pushing away thats why i straddled him so he wouldn't but then you walked in. I said them things because again i thought you were just an assistant. I didn't know he was your boyfriend or your baby daddy until he shouted if after you left. I felt horrible millie. I felt sorry for Robert when i found out about susan but to think i made him cheat on you that's horrible. Im so sorry" she says again wiping her tears.

I felt horrible now. Fuck my life. I leaned in and hugged her and she hugged back. I stood up and took her hand and walked to Roberts office. I walked straight in and when he seen me and her hand in hand i didn't think he was gonna be alive much longer.

"Robert she explained everything. Please explain what happened" i say.

He explained everything exactly how shelly explained it but in his point of view and i felt horrible. I hugged him and he tried kissing me.

"I think we should take it slow rob. I know its all been explained but i think we still need to take it slow" i say.

"I understand. Tomorrow come on a date with me and start over. Please" he says.

"I will come on a date with you. Shelly im sorry too I really do need to start hearing people out" i laugh.

"You need to tell Chris. He is literally planning on killing me" Robert says.

I laugh and i tell them to go to the office. Chris smiles when he sees me but when he sees Robert and shelly that smiles disappears.

"What are they doing here together" chris asks.

I sit down and let them both explain and he looks at me.

"Its true. I asked them both at different times and they both said the same thing" i say.

"How do you know they didn't plan what to say?" Chris asks.

"Because i hated shelly's guts and wanted to kill her yesterday" Robert says.

"Okay fine. Robert i swear if you break this girls heart i wont hesitate to get one of the boys to bury a hole for me to kill you" chris says.

"Alright alright chris i think he gets it. Thank you though. Im glad to have a friend like you" i say hugging him.

"I love my bestie" he says

"Well come on chop chop get to work" Robert jokes.

I didn't know wether to believe them both but at the moment i do. Lets just see