Complicated

Chapter 1:

I was trying to work on my newest album, which was hard when you had my whole friend group in the studio trying to convince me to go out. It didn't help much that I was having a terrible case of writer's block and they knew that. 

"Becks come on, you should come out with us and have fun. The album can wait. I'll tell you what we will get so fucked that we won't remember it. Then your writer's block will be gone." Colson mentioned. I stared at him in disbelief. 

"Kells, I can't I have to get this album done." I commented. Pete cleared his throat making it known that he had something to say. 

"He's not wrong. B you worry yourself too much. Maybe you worrying so much is what is causing your block." He mentioned. I haven't been going out because my boyfriend Jackson hated that i partied. Especially when I was with Colson and Pete we would get high and drink too much and not remember anything the next morning. One morning I woke up in bed with Pete and Colson. We couldn't remember what happened. All i knew was that we all fell asleep because I was in the middle. 

"Rebecca you can't expect to solve a problem that drinking and weed can solve." My best friend Jessie. She was always trying to get me to go out with the boys. She has a huge thing for Pete and she wanted me to set it up but I always refused to. 

"I want to go out with you guys, I've been wanting a Whiskey on the rocks for ages now. However, my album is almost done and as much as i would love to get high and wasted but I did promise Jackson that i would stop partying like that. " I commented. Playing another track from the album that was about to be released. I leaned back in the chair closing my eyes. I met Jackson at a meet and greet, He was sweet his little sister was a huge fan of mine, She loved me. He saw me after and saw that i was getting high and wasted all the time after every show. It isn't the best when you're a famous pop artist but you get hated on when they see you smoking it's also not normal for one to be friends with Machine Gun Kelly and Pete Davidson. Pete let out a loud groan. 

"Jackson is a prick. He always tells people that he is the reason you're famous even though you were famous before him. That he is the reason why you're doing so much better than you were before like you were broken. I know he's your boyfriend and you love him and all that shit but honestly, He's a prick." Pete explained. It was normal for them to make fun of Jackson. They didn't like him for the simple fact that Jackson always talked to the press about me and used me to get his name out there. It sucked that he would use me to talk about his law firm.

"He's not wrong. Jackson is a prick. He doesn't go to any of the shows you do. In fact he doesn't even attempt to go. Only we go and we're your best friends just drop him. Break his stupid little heart." Colson expressed. It always bothered me that Jackson never went to my shows but the man was busy. He had his own Law firm but when i would get home he would already be home. 

"Guys, He's a busy man. I told you he tried. He always has. Just because his last concert he's been too was the one that he took his sister 2 years ago. Things at his job gets really busy. Being a lawyer isn't an easy job i mean come on we are all in front of cameras all day. So we can't say anything when we are busy too sometimes we miss things." I defended. I heard footsteps and Pete sat back on the couch. We heard Jackson talking really loud, I guess he forgot I was in here. 

"Baby, let me get her out of the house. Which shouldn't be hard because her drug addict friends are here trying to convince her to go out. Plus if she catches us I can play it off like it was just a drug thing and make her feel bad about partying so hard. She's a mess and it's not cute. I mean yes she got my Firm far but now the press are asking marriage questions when we all know that the person I want to marry is you. I cannot wait to see the new things you bought just for tonight to end up on the floor and to have you in between my legs." He told her I closed my computer and turned around in my chair facing the door. Colson and Jessie looked like they could kill him. Jackson walked in and looked around with a confused look on his face. Then his eyes went wide, I am assuming means that he has figured out that he had heard everything.

"Dude... you got caught." Colson said as he lit the joint that was in between his teeth. I knew he did it to keep from murdering someone. 

"Oh dude, that's fucked up." Pete admitted. Pete and I were close, He was always protective over me and I knew it was hard for him not to put Jackson's teeth down his throat. 

"Really? Do you want us to kill you?" My friend maddie threatened. 

"The fuck are you guys talking about?" Jackson asked getting all defensive over what my friends were throwing at him.

"I'm a mess!? My friends are drug addicts!? and my favorite part of that whole conversation... you can't wait to see what she bought for tonight to end up on MY floor." I yelled standing up from my chair.

"what the fuck are you talking about?" He asked his voice raising with mine.

"Bruh we heard your conversation, we know that you're cheating." Colson admitted to him. So he knew for a fact that we heard his conversation. Jackson's eyes went wide and we looked at him as he crossed his arms.

"Look, I know you're jealous that i'm the one dating her but there is no reason for you to put those thoughts in her head. I mean if you were her real friends you would just be glad that she is happy." Jackson lied. I looked at him in disbelief 

"You really think I didn't hear you? You know what just get out. go back to your old apartment I'm going out with my friends and if you're still here when I get back I will call the police do I make myself clear?" I asked in a warning voice. I put up with a lot of things but cheating and being mean to my best friends wasn't them. 

"you are who you are for a reason... me. You think you can throw me away and all imma do is sit here and watch. I put your name out there. Plus not on my watch. You need me and I know you do." He threatened getting close to my face. I took a step back and just stared at him.

" I don't now go." I commented 

"Your gonna regret this." 

"No she wont." Colson added. "She really wont." he added at the back. Jackson stormed out of the apartment. I looked at my friends and smiled.

"Who wants to get so fucked up that none of us remember it in the morning." I asked. They all raised there hands.

"Me." They all said at the same time.

" Then let's go." I commented grabbing my keys i was already wearing a crop top and a mini skirt. 

"Alright bet. Colson we are taking your car." Pete announced. Kells had the biggest car out of all of us and it was the nicest.

"that's cool, Becks sitting in the front though and she gets the Aux cord." He announced I fist bumped the air.

"Lets fucking go." I commented. Everyone started laughing. We were making our way to the car when i heard the girls whispering. 

"Fuck! We have to go. Forgot we had a sound check tonight for the concert tomorrow. We'll try to catch up with you after." Jessica announced. I smiled and hugged the girls. After we said our goodbyes. We got into Colson's car. I looked at the guys and smiled. 

Who needs someone when you have them