L.O.O.P

Temporary Nothing

William.

I needed to get my feelings in check I was confused about Omar, whenever I saw or thought about him I just got excited I don't know why, I don't think I'm ok. I woke up and I just started to think about Omar and I heard my phone ring and saw that it was him I answered quickly. He asked me if I wanted to go out and hangout I said yes so I got ready and I saw him in the driveway and went outside and waved at him and we drove off to a local restaurant and we saw Jesus at the restaurant with a mysterious guy I didn't pay it much attention and we went to a table and we started to talk about our problems and he asked me about my relationship and I hesitated because right now we were drifting away from each other and giving to long distance I can see why, but I lied to Omar and told him that we were doing good he seemed sad when I said that but I ignored it.

We finished eating and we went to his car and I had the urge to ask him if he wanted to hang out a little bit more so I asked him if he wanted to see a movie and he agreed so we drove off to the movie theater which was an hour and a half away from us but it was doable.

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We got to the movie theater and I payed for our tickets for Spider-Man: No Way Home, we went inside and it was huge I saw Omar's face and he was mesmerized at it and I don't blame him, it was beautiful. We bought popcorn and the essentials, we went into the movie area and we sat a the very back and the movie was beginning.

Midway through the movie Omar had fallen asleep and I wanted to hold his hand but I couldn't and I can't, I wouldn't. I was hovering over his arm when he moved and I jerked my hand away, I continued to watch the movie, he looks so cute when he's asleep, but he moved and woke up, I just smiled at him, he smiled back his dimples showing in the process. We both continued to watch the rest of the movie.

When the movie ended we went outside the movie theater and it was still day so we went to the store and we were just messing around and I bought him a a bracelet with his letter and he liked it and he hugged me and I felt butterflies in my stomach I wanted to kiss him so badly but my girlfriend was in my mind but it was conflicting but I didn't do anything I just hugged him back. He bought me a necklace with a little withered rose and it was nice, I thanked him because I didn't want to hug him and maybe get aroused. We were done shopping and went to the car and we headed home.

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We arriving at my driveway when I saw my girlfriend? I was confused on what she was doing here but I set it to the side since Omar was there and we both got out the car, I hugged her and she hugged me back she gripped my hand and gave me a look as if she wanted to tell me something, so we went inside and told Omar to wait in the living room. We went upstairs and she just got physical and she started to get a little bit more touchy and I told her to stop and she didn't like that because she slapped me "I thought you loved me!" She said trying to munipulate me with her words I mean I do love her but this was getting a little bit out of hand. We started to argue but not to loud for my family and Omar to hear, then she brought him up and started to say horrible things about him and that's where she drew the line and I told her not to go there but she kept saying these things and I got and a kicked her out of my room and she stormed out of the house and drove off. I signed a deep breath I didn't realize I was holding back, I walked downstairs and Omar was gone and I started to overthink and I texted him immediately I asked him where he was at he responded and told me he was going home and I was relieved to hear he was safe so I just left him be. I went upstairs, got changed and drifted off to sleep..