The Russian guy

Part 6

I entered the reunion room in the palace. It was very dark, with just some candles above a giant desk in the middle. For years I've watched people sitting here to talk, or even to fight verbally about something. Wasn't I too young for all that? I've been exposed to all drama in this idiot world where everything seems to be always perfect outside. Fuck. I was so happy months ago. Now it's all ruined.

I waited impatiently for my dad, my grandmother, and some people from the royal department.
Ben also arrived to the room after taking a shower in my bathroom.
"I just really wanted to present y'all the person I really want to marry, it's love, and I won't marry any strange man from far away, it's my life, I decide"

I became so sad after hearing my own words. If I could decide, I'd run out of this shit and go to another place alone with Ben.
I started shaking and suddenly felt Ben's hand in my leg, which made me calm down for a minute.

"Mr. Miller, it's important for us to have small details of your life, what's your nationally?"
"of course, hm... I'm... Russian"
That was so enough for everybody. Now they wanted to shoot him in the head, it was so obvious by my grandmother's face. Fuck.

45 minutes of an endless conversation, Ben was getting more and more nervous about it, and when it finally ended, my biggest fear happened. I waited with him for a while outside of the room while they were talking. He grabbed me by my waist and I gave him a long and cute kiss so he could actually calm down. "why all this shit? Is it because of who I really am? I swear to God, I love you. Why isn't it enough?" Ben was out of control now, and I started shaking still close to his body.
"I've told you... They are all a piece of shit, this whole palace, is a shit."
I almost cried and yelled with my anger saying that but a deep voice called me to the inside of the room again. This time they wanted Ben outside.

"so...? I'm not sure if y'all are aware of it but I wanted to remind you I'm marrying this guy."

"calm down sweetie. After a while we decided that..."
"we do not approve this man to be the king. We are very sorry. He will be seen as a threat to the nation."  This time was  John who told me the news. He belongs to the political organization of royal services and basically knows everything about everyone. When my mother died was he who told me that. It's a guy I keep in my life forever, with his cold heart. But this...

I totally forgot to be calm and all the rules and shit, and threw away all the papers and pens in the middle of the desk. "this is so fucked up, y'all are so fucked up, I don't give a shit about this anymore. It's enough for me. I have never, in my entire life, trust a boy like this. And remember while the whole kingdom looked how amazing William was, I was sad. Sad as hell, but what I would do to be accepted by people who don't even know anything about my life! "  my voice was clearly not acceptable and it's possible that people in the other corner of the world could listen to me.

OMG. What have I done? I just got on my way back to Ben's arms and we went to my bedroom to talk.
I imagine my dad's face, serious expression and not surprised. It's not the first time It happens... The whole royal shit is just a way to say" I'm fucking rich and powerful, you should obey me". But that's not how things should work.

I took Ben by the hand and we both grabbed each other without a word, but deeply, all I wanted was to cry and cry.
" tomorrow we go to the Royal Ball like nothing is going to happen. And shock everyone. In the worst scenario, we run away and take a decent life far from this land. Understood?" A tear dropped from my eye and while I said this but I mean, we got no choice.
This event could actually save our marriage, otherwise it could break it even more. I could start a war...

" OK, but you need to rest first, I'm going home, where do you wanna meet before the royal ball? "
"umm... Here... Enter the house by the door in the back, they will let you in"
"alright baby girl, I'll see you tomorrow, don't overthink about today please. Love you so much"
"love you too."

I was so tired of all this. I had a corset on, with a giant skirt in green. Green. Was the color of my future with Ben, I just didn't know it.

I untied my corset and took off my clothes to take a long and hot shower.
Wish he was here with me for a bit longer. We could do so much stuff... Why was I thinking about this in a terrible situation? I don't know. But in the middle of my shower I took my little vibrator, which was in a cute pink bag in my bathroom, near the Bathtub.
I took also a glass of wine that I keep there too. It started at a slow level and I decided to go on with the levels until the maximum. A lot of things running around in my mind... Until I finally felt my pussy pumping fast. The orgasms in the water are amazing to escape from reality. But to be honest I could only think abut my future husband.

Some time later I dressed up a little top with shorts, because it was really hot in the room, and was summer, to make things worse.
I layed in the bed with my seven pillows around me, and felt asleep right away. Two days for marriage, one day to prove my true love for him.