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"Se...seokjin..." Taehyung's voice came out week and desperate. The man in front of him stood tall and proud. He looked so different. Good different. The fire of revenge Taehyung last remembered in Nick's eyes are gone. But also gone is the trust seokjin and nick held for them. The scent of cinnamon espresso storng and wild in Taehyung's nose making his wolf so eager to jump on the alpha.
"Yea seokjin. Kim Seokjin the new ceo. Lets hope we can work together as a better team" Seokjin said his hands dipped in his pocket. But siren eyes persistent at Taehyung's figure who felt small umder the burning gaze. Jungkook and Hoseok were too stunned to speak. They didn't know how this is possible but it is apparently. And they are so lucky that Kim Seokjin is alive and okay.
"Seokjin ah I'll introduce u to the main people you will interact most with. This is the the dance choreographer. This is the head of video editing team. This is the head of camera department and this is the head stylist" Bang shi Hyuk said pointing at every important position of people as jin gave a quick bow to them.
"And these are the idol groups under our company. This is seventeen this is gfriemd that is lee hyun and this is txt they are the youngest and need a lot of help" Bang shi hyuk said pointing at the mostly teenage group Making seokjin smile.
His eyes caught the tallest one apparently also the leader of the team who was fiddling the end of his tee shirt.
"You leader is everything okay" seokjin asks soobin Makin the boy panic outta no where.
"Ceo nim Soobin has been ur biggest fan since u were an actor. That's why he is so nervous " Yeonjun said with a huge cheekie smile.
"Ah don't be nervous Soobin ah. Am newer to the music industry than u are i have a lot more to learn from u" Seokjin says trying to ease the nervous taller's tension of messing up. He knows that feeling. The feeling of messing up in front of someone u look up to. But whay hurts more is when the same person stabs u. Soobin is just the walking example of 18 years old Seokjin who also stood nervously in front of a Ceo in a kdrama company one day. Soobin was also the example of the seokjin he wished he could stay.
"Today is a very special day i cannot mess up. Namjoon shi will mentor us. Seokjin u cannot mess up" seokjin said to himself looking at the untidy mirror hanging from the wall. His face wet also a part of his hair. He owns a small dorm room. 1 bed a few clothes and living his life off ranen and rice cakes found in the roadside stores for 4 bucks. What they say broke boy.
He has been training to be a kdrama actor straight out of konuk a prestigious college where he studied using his scholarships. The company he trains under is rather strict but the most strict person is Kim Namjoon the ceo also the most famous actor of the time. KIM NAMJOON was not just a name back then it was a brand. You could just label a broken glass piece under the said name and it would still sell for billions. Seokjin looked up to him. The power the man held seokjin couldn't help but want to become like him.
Somehow the boy made it to the company and well shit he was 5 minutes late. Late to the mentor Namjoon class. Shit his dream to become namjoon ends there. However with his hopes held high he still walked in. There Namjoon was meticulously checking all the fellow boys appearances. They all were dressed in suits, Gucci, Louis Vuitton and then there was seokjin. A tee shirt he thrifted and a pair of denim thay he has been wearing unwashed for a week now. Ans hangs in his neck is his dead mother's last remains a locker that said "nj" on ine side while "sj" on the other. The ajumma in the orphanage said it were the initials of his mother's two sons. Seokjin shortened to sj and the older anonymous hyung is nj. All he knows about his hyung was his hyung ran away and had dimples. Pretty vague.
"You come here " Namjoon's voice roared fingers pointing at seokjin. His eagle eyes did not miss seokjin's tardiness. His sharp gaze calling the 18 years old who wanted nothing but to impress the actor ge looked up to. Seokjin took unsteady steps Going to the said alpha scared he will mess up. He ran all the 20 mins to the company not his fault some puppy decided to get hurt that he needed ti take them to the vet.
He stood in front if the tall alpha nervous hands fidgeting the end of his shirt.
"What's ur name?" Namjoon asks coldest harsh in his tone
"Seokjin....kim seokjin" he said half panting and half nervous voice
"I see no potential in u young boy. U are nothing but another of these stupid kids who think they can win because they managed to sneek 1 or two scholarships " Namjoon says breaking the 18 years old's dream and heart.
"Honestly acting is not for everyone boy specially not you. No matter how hard u try u will be the same poor boy who is orphan barely surviving" Namjoon says. Seokjin keeps his gaze low. One by one water drops make its way out of his eyes.
Self hate buildings in the core of his brain. Doubt creeps in very fast.
"So never have try to smart me u kid. Go stand in the back where u belong pulling the name of my company" Namjoon says seokjin goes bavk to where he was at the back. In the dark.
The tall boy eases himself feeling comfortable with the ceo.
"Can..i call..u..hyung?" Soobin asks still a bit unsure seokjin is maybe 30 now if not more. Soobin is only 20. He probably should stick to calling Seokjin sunbae or pd nim.
12 years old Jungkook was seated on the side of the walking path. A huge bruise on his right eye lips busted but hands tight around a piece of stale bread. The young boy whipes the flowing blood using the back of his hand and a part of his already ripped dirty tee shirt.
" bloody dog thought he could take my bread" he mumbled nibbling on the bread he fought with the 15 years old for. The metallic salty taste of blood partly mixed into the stale bread as the boy pulls out a half ripped half okayish book. 10 years old jimin gave the book to him. It wasn't ripped when he gave the book however in the fight the book got damaged. He thanks Jimin everyday before bed in his dream because if not for that boy he might have been illiterate and stupid like any of those slum dog boys. With all care the 10 years old taught Jungkook how to read and right. It came in handy.
"Hey bunny boy u okay?" Jungkook heard a voice it was a bit deeper voice. Looking up he saw a what he thought 15 years maybe less but definitely older than him boy looking at him. The boy had remarkable huge shoulders.
Jungkook stares at the older boy confused. The boy didn't look any better than his condition but atleast he was sober unlike him.
"Uh me..yeah." he says hiding his bread behind his back thinking seokjin will take it. The older smiled kneeling to Jungkook's level.
"Hey i don't want the bread u can have it. But u are bleeding" the boy says quickly pulling out his clean handkerchief quickly dabbing the bleeding area.
Kook stares at the boy and very unexpected to him a few words come out of his heart without his brain involved.
" can i call you hyung?" He said himself surprised maybe his brain realized.
Seokjin looks at him a bit startled but then with a warm smile replied.
"Sure you can"
"Sure you can but make sure u don't give up on that title. Soobin ah... the relationship of hyung dongsang is very special not everyone can cherish. I learnt the hard way. Don't ever lose this" Seokjin says and Jungkook winces.
The day is clear like morning in jungkook's brain the day those words came out of his mouth and seokjin accepted.
"Kim seokjin right?" Hoseok asked his dorm mate in high school. He is in senior year co living with his omega. The younger alpha smiled and nodded his head not much said
"Can i call you hyung" he asked
"Sure you can but make sure u don't give up on that title. Seokjin ah... the relationship of hyung dongsang is very special not everyone can cherish. I learnt the hard way. Don't ever lose this"
Hoseok says in a dead serious tone makin the alpha smile and nod
Hoseok too remembered tbat. The say seokjin asked him the same thing and he said the words that were said today. Guilt eats the two alphas up alive. They don't look uo from the ground.
"Lets know eachother more than. Today all the staffs can eat from the cafeteria the bill is on me" seokjin said before leaving giving a warm smile to Taehyung.
Taehyung stood there determined to make the alpha love him. He messed up he knows but seokjin loved him. They will be okay again
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Loving You Was A Losing Game
Fanfictionsequel to "Lil Scandal" Many years later. all of them are happy or so they thought
