That's me... I took this pic yesterday.
I look happy... But I'm not..
I have secrets I keep from people..
I might look happy, but.. I cut.. I've done things that no one would ever think... I cry myself to sleep everynight because of one person...
Because of someone so stupid.. 😖
He made me feel so special.. But I new it was all a game from the start...
He said he loved me.. He still does.. Me an him talk on the phone every single night, an he tells me... Every time..
It was this year... I had sex with him... Me an him just new each other... After at least 2 in a half weeks, we did have sex.
I thought he would never leave me cause after we did it... Me, ..., my bestfriend ...., an her new bf that she just met, ..., we were all driving around my town.. Me an ..... were in the back of ......'s car.. He whispered in my ear, "I'm a Virgin.. Well.. I was."
I was so happy that moment, that's why I never thought he'd leave me..
We were never dating. Until my birthday 14 days later, "Feb 14, 2015" he asked me out at my party that night infront of everyone..
I felt so happy...
But... March 14, 2015...
I broke up with him...
So many fucking people kept messaging me on Facebook.. Telling me that he wasn't being loyal an he was fucking around with him Ex...
I got broken... So, I broke up with him.
That was it...😭😖
Now... I have too wait till I can drive will be this summer, then I can actually date him again cause if I was too do it rn, it would be worthless.
Just like... Me.
