Mitchel and I were just laying there watching the movie bud I wasn't really paying attention all I kept thinking about was my nightmare I had
"Love you okay" he says going to grab my hand I flinched Mitchel looked very concerned "Okay" he says pausing the movie He turned towards me "What is going on" he says "I'm so sorry mitchel I don't mean to flinch at you" I say "We're you still thinking about the nightmare" he says "Yes i don't know why it scares me so much I know you wouldn't hit me" I say "Okay very serious question what exactly happened with your last boyfriend and be honest I wanna help you" he says "Okay so my last boyfriend of two years was nice in the beginning but as soon as I started hanging out with my guy friends again he changed like something clicked in his head he was very violent with me" I paused trying not to freak out Mitchel reached for my hand and held it rubbing my hand with his thumb "I came home one night from the club and he was sitting on the couch he was pissed I could tell and I was going to head upstairs and he grabs me and started to beat me I tried reaching for my phone and he grabs it an stomps on it I was so scared but I was able to get a kick in and I got up and ran out the door I just kept running I didn't know where to I just wanted to be as far from him as possible I haven't seen him since I really thought I was gonna die that night" I say as tears rolled down my face "Love you should have never gone through that I can't believe someone would do this to you but I promise on my life I would never hit you ever" he says He brings me into a hug and we just sit there in silence
It was now time for the boys to go to sound check and we were so close to the end of tour I'm glad that they can finally get some rest but I'm gonna miss them performing every night
I started getting ready just some light makeup And I decided to wear this
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While Mitchel wore this
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"You ready to go love" Mitchel says "Yea let's go" i say grabbing his hand and we walked out of the hotel room I could hear running behind me and Mitchel steps away It's all the boys running to give me a big group hug "We love you so much Riley" kras says "Yea even though you can be a pain in my ass I still love you" Clinton says "I love you too guys now let have a great fuckin show" I say And we all started doing the Aussie chant then headed off to sound check
