Love of Possession

(prologue)

When I turn myself around to see who were pulling me away from the bar stool, I come face to face with my husband. Although our surroundings were dark and the only source of light were the lights that's flashing inside the club, I look into his eyes as they were staring back at mine and the dark orbs that glints in them were giving me the shivers that I never have feel before. I was taken aback by his appearance when he should be in Europe for some business meeting that he told me about the other day. A day before his flight to Europe.

His eyes not breaking any eye contact with mine and his eyebrows were furrow in return, giving me the disapproving look on his face. Something that he never shows to me but he does tonight which indicates that he's mad at me. As I see the look that he's wearing on his face, the blood in me runs cold until the back of my bone, noticing how clench his jaw were and how hard the look he's giving me.

I turn away from his gaze and looks down on the floor beneath us not being brave enough to look at him any longer. He pulls me away from the crowd and we begin to make our way through them as they quickly moves to the side, giving the space for us to walk through or should I say giving the space for him. I feel thousands of eyes were looking at us and I close my eyes, mentally cursing at myself for coming into one of the clubs he owns. Because everyone knows Aiden Hayes's wife.

Once we were outside the club, the wind from the night swept in as it hits my body and I shivers feeling the cold breeze. The dress that i'm wearing were bare shoulder and the length of the dress only reached above my knees.  He kept pulling me behind him and his strides against the tarmac road were making me stumbles in my heels as i'm trying to keep up with his pace.

Once his black Maserati were in sight, he lets go of wrist before pushing me against the passenger door of his car. I wince in pain when my back hits hardly on his car door. My eyebrows furrow as I lift my head to look at him and his eyes quickly locked on mine in which I look down on the ground, again. His gaze were too intimidating and dark.

I hear him let out a breathe in anger and he was pacing back and forth in front of me. He suddenly stops and he bring his hand to pinch the bridge of his nose while closing his eyes before turning to me. He takes a few steps towards me and I cannot take any steps back as he has me trap between him and his car.

"I will not tolerate with this kind of behavior, Lillian. You better watch your step or I swear to God you are going to get what you wish ask for. You're messing with me." He speaks ever so calmly to me which make me covered in fear even more than I am.

The calmer he is, the scarier he is. Something that I know he does when he's trying to contain his anger. It won't be the first nor the last time seeing him this calm. Feeling the wind breeze again, I rub the sides of my arm trying to keep myself warm while my eyes still locked on the tarmac road beneath.

My head were lifted up when I feel his hand grab my chin and my eyes were looking at his dark ones. "I know what you're trying to do here. And sweetheart, it's not working." He says smiling before he leans down to me slowly and I feel his breath were on my neck which make me close my eyes, afraid of what he's trying to do. He's so close to me that I can smell the cologne that he's wearing on his suit jacket. My heartbeat picks up when his mouth were on my earlobe. "The harder you try, the harder I will play this game, darling." He whispers in my ear and I shivers when his mouth moves to my neck as he lightly suck and bite on the skin.

I wince at the discomfort and places both my hands on his chest, trying to push him away but it's obvious that my strength are no compare to his.  "Let me go." I says and he let out a growl before using his left hand to grab both of my wrist, pinning them above my head while his mouth still sucks and bite on the skin.

He's marking me.

No matter how much I try to deny his touch or his kiss yet I still lose to them. It's just something that makes me feel so at ease when he do what he wants to do to me. It's like he's the drug that I keep on taking when my brain keeps telling me to deny it. deny him. The more I try to deny, the more addicted i'm to him.

His body were press close to mine and I feel the warm of his body against mine. I moan when he move his hand near my chest and I hear him chuckle against my neck. When his mouth let go of my neck, I suck in the air around me to which I didn't realize i'm holding my breathe. "Baby, now he knows who you belongs to." He whisper in my ear and my eyes were wide open. When I open them, Nathan were standing outside the club watching our interaction. He walks away when Aiden pulls away from me which cause me to push myself away from the car door and runs towards Nathan.

But before I can even take a step forward, Aiden hand grab my wrist and he turns me around to look at him. "You're not going anywhere near him. I won't allow you." He calmly say to me. By the calmness of his tone, you might think that he's wasn't mad at all. But Aiden were a sea. It's the storm that comes after the calmness. His hold on me were getting tighter and I wince in pain at the pressure of it. He open the car door and pushes me inside the passenger seat. I lightly rub on my wrist and my hand quickly went to touch the love bite on my neck. I check it in the car side mirror and there's a mark on my neck, him marking me as his.

He climbs over to the driver seat while watching my moves. "Baby, you look good with the mark I give you." He says to me while putting on his seatbelt. I shook my head at him and turn to him. "Why are you doing this, Aiden? You know so well that he's standing there the whole time watching us." I say in anger. He didn't even glance at me when I says that as he starts the car engine and begin to drive away. The ride back home were silence all over the air. None of us exchange a word to each other.

I know he is in anger when I see how hard he's gripping on the steering wheel and when we reached home, I take off my seatbelt to walk out of the car but his hand were pulling on my hand, stopping me from opening the car door. "I don't share what is mine. Call me possessive all you want but let me remind you that you are married to me. Your name ties with mine and I will keep you for eternity if that is what I wish for." He leans down to me and his hand grab my chin to turn my head towards him. He lightly touch my lips with his thumb before kissing me. His mouth were all over mine, his tongue caressing against mine and it wasn't the rough kiss but it was a soft one. My tears run down from my face when i close my eyes at the sparks that I feel when he kisses me and it's so much different with Nathan's

Aiden is the man that I never think of falling for. But I cannot deny the things that I feel when he is around me. The closer I get to him, the harder i'm falling for this man. It scares me how much i'm changing and feeling for a man at the same time fearing him. Everything were just moving too fast. Being married to him without knowing him at first and now here we are.

Me falling for him harder than i thought i could.

While he has the hold on me that I never think he has.