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I was drowning, drowning in the ocean of love but, never knew how to get to the surface.
It always pained me that I was not the reason for your beautiful smile and honestly, I never liked the idea of being "just friends".
Yes, my heart was stupid for loving you even after knowing that you belonged to them.
The moments I spent with you were magical and I never wanted them to end but no matter what you were going to end up in their arms leaving me all cold.
I always saw the sparkles that you're eyes held when you were near them.
It all felt like a bad dream but, to the fates play I was stuck in this dream for god knows how many days.
Yes, I was selfish to want you all for myself but friend, this was not how life worked.
I still crave your warmth knowing that I will never receive it but a little hope was all I held~
25-03-2022
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