Infertile (NJ)

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Today was your 4th year anniversary with the best boyfriend in the world, Kim Namjoon. He was the most caring and loving boyfriend ever.

He was a big bear who needed love and affection from you. You loved him a lot.

"Yeah, I'll meet you infront of your office." Namjoon said through the call, you could feel his smile through the voice. You worked in the research department of a gaming company and you were the head of it.

It was a pretty hectic job, Namjoon and you yet managed time for each other. Army's had always been supportive of your relationship.

On the occasion of your anniversary your boss decided to let you go early, for which you were glad.

It didn't take much time for Namjoon to arrive. You changed into a skin tight dress, a simple yet attractive one. Namjoon wore a black shirt and trousers.

"Yoh look as beautiful as ever, my princess." He said as he came to you with a bouquet of flower and hugged you tightly, his cologne flowing into your nose.

"You look really flamboyant today." You said and gave him a quick peck. He came near you ear and whispered, "The dress would look better on the floor, though."

"Oh shut up." You laughed and took the bouquet as you both walked towards the car. He didn't open the door for you as he knew you liked to stay independent.

"So, where are we going?" You smiled, as the Sun had already started to set down during the drive which seemed a bit longer.

"A secret." He smiled and deep dimples got ahead of themselves and attacked you. Your face automatically went into the "aw" mode. Namjoon chuckled at it with his deep voice as he continued to drive.

Talking with each other how the day went and other stuffs like that. You noticed he stopped the car on the nearby hill, the night had fallen.

"This is it." He said and got out and went to the trunk and pulled out a blanket and a basket.

"Night picnic?!?!? Stat gazing?!" You exclaimed as you jumped in his occupied arms which he was careful not to drop the stuff as he enjoyed your touch.

"Yea. You always wanted to go to one. I rented this whole area, it is famous for night picnics so it would've been busy since it's Friday. So I rented it." He said as you both walked towards the soft grass, as soo as you touched it you ran into the ground and jumped happily.

In the meanwhile Namjoon set the whole thing up, the small candle stand, the dinner, the blanket and lastly the gift in his pocket.

"Come here now, little child." Namjoon said and picked up the laughing you. "Oh yes daddy." You said and wrapped your hands around his neck.

"Don't tell me you made the food joonie, I'd rather starve." You said and looked at his face as he set you down on the ground. "Obviously not. Hyung made it, I just cut the veggies."

You sighed in releif and laughed. You both talked about some past memories, how he pursued you when you were just in university, the first time he met your dad, the first time you both did it and so on.

"You remember your little cousin, he was so cutee. Agh, I want kids with you." You faked your smile at what he said.

How can I give you kids Joon, when I'm Infertile.

"Y/N, would you stand up." He said and got up. You did as he said with a smile on your face. He pulled out something from his trousers and suddenly got down on one knee.

And as of that moment you saw fireworks on your left side, where the river was flowing from. They were really pretty and at the last they were customized to display, "Will you marry me?" Namjoon and the fireworks screamed at the same time.

Your eyes started to pour out as you nodded aggressively and jumped into his arms making him fall back while laughing as he stroked your back and kissed your head while you kissed his any available skin of his and hugged him tight.

"Now let me put the ring on you." He did as he said and gave you a long passionate kiss, you both just laid down on the ground staring at the sky but your expression was worried, your hands fiddling, your legs shaking. This was easy to grab for Namjoon.

"Did you say yes in the flow, do you not wanna marry me?" He said as he looked at you. You couldn't control it and started crying, he immediately sat up and pulled you closer to him.

"What's wrong?" He asked. "Namjoon, I can give you anything you want, I can give you my life, my money, anything but there's one thing you've always wanted and I can't give you that." You said in his chest while holding onto him tightly, the new ring on your hand pressing against other fingers causing pain.

"Marriage?" He asked. "No, a child of your own blood. I'm Infertile, Joon. No matter how much we'll try, I can't bear a kid." You cried.

"So?" He said which made you look up at him with wide eyes. "Didn't you always wanted lids with me?" You asked as your eyes reflected the sky above him.

"I don't care. We can adopt a kid, make them grow with love and care, it won't matter if they carry my blood or someone else's. All I want is a family with you, if you don't want to adopt then it's fine too. All I want is you, Y/N. You're my family." He said and smiled as he wiped your fresh pouring tears as you smiled in releif and happiness.

"I love you so much, Joon. I am being honest. You made me feel alive again, I've hid it for so long. I'm sorry and I'm willing to adopt a child." You said and hugged him tightly as he did the same.

He kissed your head and rested his head in your crook. "You're my everything Y/N, I love you the same as you love me."

The day you both adopted your first child, a baby boy of one year. You both realized one thing: adoption is just another word for love.

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