can't you see me?

her.

While walking down the stairs, I see Charli talking to Light. My life has been miserable ever since they got together; they ignore me more and more each day. I'm always forgotten, they always talk over me and never pay attention to what I say. All I ever wanted was to have Charli in my arms, hugging her tight.

I've tried telling her multiple times but she's oblivious. Is it not obvious? I have feelings for her, that's for sure. I feel happy and safe when I'm around her. I feel, different. All she cares about is Light. "Where's Light?" "Would Light like this?" "I love Light so much!", it's tiring. I suddenly start moving, Charli was holding onto my shoulders and shaking me back and forth.

"Luca, are you alright? You have such a blank expression! What's going on?" she says in a worried tone.

I tell her that I'm alright, like always. I usually have to lie about my feelings, whether they're feelings of love or sadness. I slowly move her hands off my shoulders and look away.

Light comes rushing to Charli, asking her what was going on with me. Why is he always around us, we can't have a single moment alone. I reassure Charli that I'm okay and walk away.

A couple hours pass by, I'm laying down on my bed listening to some music when suddenly I get a message. If I'm being honest my phone is always dry, the only time I get a message is when Alex wants us to record something. I open the message and to my surprise it was Charli asking if I wanted to go somewhere with her and Light. I would've said no but Charli was going to be there, I message her back saying that I'd love to go. After 30 minutes I'm ready to go, I don't know how to feel. Hopefully today was the day she realized that she's the one that I want.