everything as a whole hurts right now. im sorry but its true
it so hard to do anything anymore. to get out of bed, to shower, hell... to even keep my eyes open long enough to see the day through.
its even harder to not lean on someone. almost too hard. the day you went to the hospital i cried myself raw. and every day after that. but i shouldn't be apologizing.
im not the one purposely not taking my pills because i feel like i dont need it.
it pisses me off when you do stupid shit like that. why. why even do that.
but its fine. i still love you and i always will.
im confused
