Iced(TW, SH thoughts, abuse)

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Why is he avoiding me? Damn it, Bakugo... Making me crave you more!

My alarm went off and I got up.

"Fuck you, Bakugo!"🧊

I punched my wall. After I got dressed, I left to get breakfast. Bakugo was there.

"Fuck. No breakfast..."🧊

He must have heard my muttering because he turned around.

"Hey. Want some breakfast?"💥

He was talking to me and being nice? Now I feel bad for punching the wall... He walked closer to me.

"Sorry I wasn't talking to you... It was rude and I should have just sucked it up."💥

Suck what up? I turned around and left. I heard him make a defeated sigh. Shit...
I arrived in Aizawa's classroom and saw Mineta. He seemed exhausted.

"Long night?"🧊

My assigned seat was next to him, so I sat down. He looked over at me.

"Mina hath been training me emothionally."🍇
"Talk about emotional drainage..."🧊
"Whath happenth to you?"🍇
"Nothing, just do whatever you were doing."🧊

He put his head back down. A few minutes later, everyone poured in. The girls were laughing loudly while the boys were just being plain loud. Mina came up in between me and Mineta.

"You're doing good work. Keep it up!"🩰
"Thanths, Mina. That meanth a lot."🍇

He started snoring and she looked at me.

"Hey, Shoto. How are you?"🩰
"You asking to be nice or because you care?"🧊
"I care! What's wrong? You've never gotten snippy before."🩰
"I'll tell you later. Stop by my dorm."🧊
"Alright."🩰

She walked away, patting my shoulder as she went. I guess she does care about me.
Aizawa entered the room. He stared back at us, blankly.

"Happy free day, kids. Stay in the classroom unless you have to pee." 💤

He got in his sleeping bag and went to sleep. Bakugo came over to me.

"I'm sorry. Will you go to the party with me?"💥
"As a date?"🧊
"Oh, uh... Only if you want."💥
"You avoided me all weekend. How am I supposed to say yes?"🧊

He left. I should have just said yes! Damn it... I need to tell him.
It was after school and I arrived back at my dorm. Ashido came in.

"Hey, Shoto. Tell me everything now!"🩰

I explained everything to her.

"In love with Bakugo? I honestly thought he was with Kirishima."🩰
"Is he?"🧊
"I saw them cuddling. Uraraka actually told me something..."🩰
"Really? What?"🧊
"She said he said something like 'Kiri is just my best friend. I'm in love with someone else, anyways." How has he been acting around you?"🩰
"GOD DAMMIT!"🧊
"Shoto! What happened!"🩰
"I missed my shot."🧊
"It's okay! You'll have it at the party!"🩰
"Can you be my wing woman?"🧊
"I WAS HOPING YOU'D ASK!!"🩰
"Yes?"🧊
"HELL YEAH!"🩰
"Can you stop screaming?"🧊
"Yes. Okay, I'm going to go shopping! Bye!"🩰

Shopping? Is it for me? Ashido left the room. Someone else knocked on the door and Izuku came in.

"Hey, what are you doing here?"🧊
"I wanted to check on you. You seemed cold today. Kacchan- never mind."🥦
"What about him?"🧊
"Nothing. Are you going to the party?"🥦
"Yeah, I am. Why?" 🧊
"No reason. Okay, bye!"🥦

He left. I wonder if anyone else is going to come. I stripped my clothes off and looked into the mirror naked. Fat. Ugly. Weak. Stupid. He will never love you. See the blood. Draw the blade. Feel the pain.
Someone knocked on my door.
I was quick to put my pants on before they came in. It was Bakugo. He looked at me and down to my scarred arm, walking towards me.

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