Kairis pov
I didn't know how I felt. I had never felt like this before. I felt like my heart was being ripped out of my body. I don't miss him. I don't love him. He doesn't love me.
The words repeated around my head
"I never loved you anyway"
I don't know if that was the anger, the sadness or the alcohol talking but whatever it was he meant it im sure he did
It had been months. All I did was cry 24 hours 7 days a week. I curled up in bed crying. My heart ached. I hadn't been going to school I hadn't been eating I think it's safe to say I wasn't myself without him. It was like my body couldn't function without him. He may as well of been my oxygen.
I picked up my phone for the first time in weeks to see many missed calls and messages from the boys
Alejandro 23 unread messages
Alejandro 17 missed calls
Robert 52 unread messages
Robert 4 missed calls
Aloe 92 unread messages
Aloe 27 missed calls
I sighed and called Aloe first
A- KAIRI
K- hi
A- you sound like shit can I come over
K- i- okay
A- im on my way can ale come?
K- sure
A- okay bro I love you
K- love you too aloe
He hung up and I rolled myself out of bed and grabbed some clean socks because that's all I felt the energy to do
I changed my socks and got back in bed putting on mine and Mattias show cryin to it
There was a knock on the door
K- come in
Aloe- fuck kai
He said looking at my room and me I just looked down at my bed
Aloe- I'm sorry come here
He climbed into my bed and cuddled me
Ale- hey kai..
K- hi
Ale- come here you
He cuddled me aswell sandwiching me between both boys
Aloe- let's get you a shower kai
K- i don't wanna
Aloes pov
It broke me to know kairi was in this state but I knew mattia was to. Neither of the boys were complete without eachother
Aloe- come on kai
I walked into the bathroom starting the shower for kai
K- aloe I can't
Aloe- come on you've got it
Ale- come on kai your doing so well
K- i can't
He broke down in ales arms
Aloe- oh kai
I hugged him tightly and he just stood there
Aloe- come on it's okay
We got him out of bed and into the shower
K- guys
Aloe- yeah
K- can you stay in here
Ale- of corse we can kai
He smiled lightly and got in the shower
K- how is he...
I gulped knowing if I told him it would kill him
Aloe- let's not talk about that kai
K- no i want to know I do
Ale- kai..
K- please
He grabbed a bottle of something and put it in his hair
Aloe- he's not the best
K- meaning
Aloe- he hasn't moved from his bed, he's drinking everyday and smoking all the pain away
K- did he cry?
Aloe- he just stares at the floor
K- oh
Ale- kai he'll get better
K- i killed him
Ale- don't say that
K- i did
Aloe- No kai you didn't
K- how didn't I
Aloe- come out of the shower
He walked out and put a towel around his waist
Ale- come on kai
K- i need him
Aloe- your better without him kai
K- i need him aloe
Time skip
I managed to get kai out tonight we were going to a small party at one of my old friends house.
K- are you sure mattia won't be here
A- i promise
We walked into the house the smell of alcohol filling our noses immediately
K- let's get drinks
A- you know it
We walked over to the kitchen and grabbed two solo cups making a drink from the multiple choices of alcohol
A few hours into the night I lost kairi but then found him dancing with a random guy on the dance floor i smiled letting him carry on but watching just incase anythint happened
Kairis pov
I was dancing on a stranger knowing what I was doing. I'm not going to let thsi breakup effect me anymore
I continued to dance with this boy i didn't even know his name his friends came wondering over
His friend- yo we're leaving you coming?
??- uh yeah sure
??- so how about your number gorgeous
K- me?
??- who else
I laughed and wrote my number on his wrist
??- I'll call you
I smiled and watched him leave I turned to aloe seeing him smiling et me
Aloe- I'm so proud of you
I laughed and we walked out going home togetehe
A few weeks later
Things have been really good between me and this guy I found out his name is Dante and he just graduated from a high school near me he only lives a few streets away making it easy to see him
We were currently in my room watching a movie together when my phone stayed to buzz
D- you gonna answer that?
K- meh no
D- you sure
K- mhm
I cuddled in closer to him and he kissed my forehead making me smile
Tia never did any of this cute stuff
My phone started buzzing again so I looked at it this time.
My heart dropped.
Incoming call Mattia Polibio
D- who's that kai
