The Boys of Summer ✔

Sixth Inning

Jungkook

Jin is kissing me, Jin, Jin... is... kissing... me, kissing ME, every nerve ending in my body is lit up and my mind is blank, all I feel are his soft pudgy lips against mine. I cant help but to take over the kiss and invade his mouth with my tongue, tasting every inch of what his mouth is offering, I have dreamt of this moment, I've wanted it for so long. I fist my hands into his shirt because he has become dominant in this moment and pushing me harder against the wall as he grinds his erection into my leg, I did that, I gave him that and the pride swelling in my chest makes moan into the wet kiss. "I want your mouth on me again Jungkook", he says with a horse whisper. "You don't mean that Jin, please don't ask me", I say wanting so badly to pull away from the kiss but I cant. 

I hear the door to the bar open and people talking as they walk out, I didn't want to care but it pulls me back to my senses  and made me push Jin away, "stop, I am not not doing this with you again, last time we did something like this I lost my friend for four years." He looks at me confused, "we had a bet or did you forget already." "You couldn't have been serious", I see the hurt in his eyes and then the panic sets in. "Lets go, we should get back", I say starting to walk away. I hear him following behind me and when we make it back to the dorms he stands in front of me, just looking at me with questioning eyes, "you should go in, I need to take a walk and clear my head." He doesn't say anything still, his shoulders slump and he turns, walking up the stairs to the front door. 

Fuck, I am an idiot, he is drunk and I almost took advantage of him again, he is going to be so mad when he sobers up and realizes what I did, if he really did mean to honor that stupid bet, I wasn't going to do it while he's drunk. I walked around the block a few times, giving him time to pass out and forget this even happened.

Seokjin

He's such an asshole, I cant believe he told me no, I want this, I have these feelings going thru me and I don't know what they are, only he can help me figure them out. I like women, I know I like women, their curves, their smell, I love having sex with women, but Jungkook has me hard as a rock and I need to know why. I hear the door open and he walks in, not even looking at me, "if you were hoping Id be asleep, well sorry to disappoint." He strips down to his boxers and climbs into bed, "I wont have this conversation while you are drunk." "Jungkook, look at me, I am not drunk, I am not even buzzed, what happened out there happened because I wanted it to, not because you forced me, I started it because I want it", I say. 

I see him close his eyes tight, he really is having internal conflict, I think I need to help him out of his misery, "Kook, come here." "Stop Jin please", he pleads. I pull my boxers down and grab my erection, "you did this to me, now you need to come help me with it." I hear him groan and when he looks over at my hand stroking myself, his eyes go wide, "don't make me do this by myself Jeon, you made it, you fix it." He looks at me with longing in his eyes, mixed with hesitation, he stands and in the moonlight thru window I see him take his boxers off, he walks toward my bed and I hold my arms out to him.

We lay facing each other, he reaches between us grabbing both our cocks and stroking them together, I close my eyes and enjoy the feel of it, never in a million years did I think I would love this, he leans in and kisses me while he does it, heightening the experience and my senses, "I'm going to cum Kook." "Cum with me", he breathes, his hand moving faster. Both of us start to convulse as we reach our orgasms, I hang onto him for dear life, crashing my lips to his as I come down from the high that is Jungkook. 

Jungkook

I cant believe I just did this with the man I love, the man that I have loved for years, the man who has only ever been straight, I look at him and he is staring at me, I jump up and put my boxers back on, "I uh, promise me you wont freak out now." I walk into the bathroom and run the shower as hot as I can get it, fuck I am stupid, I stand under the stream of water and cry, why do I keep messing up, because you love him you idiot, I say to myself. I need to keep my distance as best I can, no more bets or innuendo's, strictly friends, strictly baseball, I cant get side tracked, I want the MLB and I got the MLB.

I dry off and walk out of the bathroom to find Jin asleep, I throw on clean boxers and get into bed, not being able to sleep, I tossed and turned almost all night finally I notice the sun starting to rise so I get dressed quietly and leave to go for a run, I need to get out of here. When I return he is just getting out of the bathroom, I avoid eye contact with him because I can tell he is freaking out, "Jungkook." "Hmmm", I respond. "Dammit, look at me", he yells. 

I turn to look at him, I see something in his eyes that makes my skin heat up, the next thing I know his lips are on mine and he is kissing me with abandon. "I'm not fucking freaking out and no one has made me feel like you do, am I confused yes, because I love women but you, you do something to me", he says running his hands thru my sweaty hair. "Jin, I cant tell you what to feel or who to choose but you know I only have a few more weeks, then I go to the states", I say feeling my heartbreak. "Then we should take advantage of the time we have left, shouldn't we", he says kissing me again.