chapter5 :what i feel

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Kath's POV

I enter in his office in our house

"Hi daddy" i greeted with a big smile on my face :D

"Don't hi me what's the meaning of this then he give me his cellphone and don't get me wrong your also in the newn carrying my surname nakakahiya ka" galit na sabi niya o sigaw

"Woah dad easy" i said in a cool tone

but it's different inside of me saying

woah your mad because of your reputation not because of lessoning me or because of people saying negative things about me just wow

"Now your telling me to take it easy? Isa kang malaking kahihiyan kaya siguro tayo iniwan ng nanay mo wala ka ng ginawang tama ang baba pa ng mga grades mo your a shit !!! "

And that hits me gusto kong ipagtanggol ang sarili ko at sabihin yun ang choice niya wala akong kinalaman doon pero walang lumabas sa bibig ko

"Yaya" tawag ni daddy

"Sir ano po iyon ?"

"Get all her gadgets... for 1 month chandria but if you still can't understand what i told i won't give it" dad said

I didn't say any reply i just give him my cold looks and get out ..

Siguro nga wala ng mababago kay dad yun pala ang tingin niya sa akin

So be it

What I feel right now?

When you see me it's like nothing happens parati naman eh

But ...

Deep inside it's killing me ....

The pain is killing me

I may not cry literally

But i'm crying inside me

My dad that must support and protects me is here taking care of his surename

My mom that must love me and take care of me is not here and taking care of someone na hindi niya totoong anak

Why do i need to feel this way?

That Basher (kathniel)Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon