7.| Feelings

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(Brett's pov.) 

As I lay in bed I can't help but let my thoughts be overrun with the advice Alex had given me just hours ago. Now, before I go on with my thoughts, I must disclose just what the advice was. From the dark depths of Alex's mind came two ideas. The first idea is to imagine Levi as a partner and in different scenarios, such as, all in Alex's words mind you, "imagining both you and him on a date, perhaps a picnic date, or imagine you two hanging out at your, or his, home. Or maybe even..." At this point Alex had a devious smile on their face before continuing with, "Imagine him fucking you." To that I only blushed, too stunned to say anything.

The second piece of advice he gave was to ask Levi out on a date, nothing too much just a simple calm date, which Alex thought may help me with my feelings. Now that I am actually thinking about it, I feel like I should have gone with the second plan. But here we are. I begin to imagine exactly what Alex said, of course without the sexual bit, and as I do so I start to get quite flustered. Thinking of Levi as a lover really is making my heart soar, making me get, as they say, butterflies in my stomach. The more I think of him, the more I begin to decipher my feelings. 

After some time, I realize those feelings may truly be love, or at least like. I quickly turn over and burry my face into a pillow, trying to calm myself. I know I may be acting immature, but the realization of my feelings makes me feel so damn happy.. Yet also nervous. Moments later I turn back around and start planning how to tell him. "He won't say no, right..? I mean, he's already confessed to liking me so I'm sure he won't have changed his mind this quickly.." I begin to have meaningless worries as I get lost in my thoughts once more. "Maybe I should tell him tomorrow, if I'm brave enough of course.." 


[The Next Day]

I wake up at five a.m. to the sound of a blaring alarm from my alarm clock, similar to the one coming from the reminder on my phone which is currently telling me not to fuck today up. I get up and do my morning routine before going downstairs to make my breakfast. Once I'm done with that, and have cleaned up a bit, I grab my bag and keys before leaving for school. 

I take the short path there, arriving quite swiftly. After being at the school for a few weeks, I no longer need someone to guide me so I can find my classes relatively quickly. The whole time during said classes I can't stop thinking about Levi and confessing to him. Three p.m. cannot come soon enough for me.

After a few endless hours the end bell ultimately rings, signally that we can finally leave. The whole day Levi and I had not talked, despite having shared a few classes. As soon as I hear the bell I get up from my seat, grab my bag, and head out the main door hoping to catch Levi as he's walking home. Luckly, I do.

"Hey Levi, can I talk to you real quick? It's important." I ask as I begin to walk beside him. "Oh sure." He smiles while replying. I quickly lead him to a private spot nearby so I can talk to him without anyone else hearing and without getting interrupted.


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