When we fall in love

Part 1 ~Hanggang sa Susunod na paglubog ng araw,sinta.."

~This story is almost experienced by yours truly,people in this story exists in real life but also this is a work of fiction.Enjoy nightyss~💖💖

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In a world where people are destined to be with someone,but what if other people were destined to be with someone else even if they already have the love of their life.

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Naka dungaw ako sa bintana ng kwarto ko habang hinihintay ang tawag ni Moon,ilang days na kami hindi nag uusap dahil busy din ako bilang isang estudyante at isang writer.

I looked at my study desk, looking at the story I made.A story about Me and her.She knows I'm writing a story about us,siya yung paksa.Masaya nga siya eh nung nalaman niya yun.As I was about to sit down on the chair infront of my study desk my phone rang.

Kinuha ko agad ang phone ko na nakalagay sa ibabaw ng study desk ko,I answered immediately.

"Hello,moon?" It went silent for a while "Anong moon,Luna?"

I heard Kia's voice,nawala yung excitement ko,I thought it was Alli.

"Are you expecting Allison? Hindi ba kayo nag uusap?" Kia asked and I sighed. Kia is one of my friends,nakilala ko siya dahil reader siya ng stories ng wattpad and she's starting her first ever story too.

"Yes, ilang days na din kami hindi naguusap.I tried calling her several times but she won't answer." I said at sinapo ko ang mukha ko.

"Baka busy lang, you know finals na.Maraming projects and activities.Tatawag din yun sa'yo, you worry too much .You trust Alli naman diba?" she said out of nowhere, sa tagal na namin ni Alli we didin't have trust issues.Maybe kasi we started as friends and kilala na namin yung isa't isa.I really do trust her.

"Yes naman. Sa dami na ng pinagdaanan namin ngayon pa ako maghihinala. Kia you know how much I love her, you know how falling in love with the person you love feels." I said as I put my feet on my bed.

"Yes you also know how much I love Jay. She knows how to make me happy, hindi ko nga alam kung anong gagawin ko kung wala siya."

She said and that made me smile, Kia has been in a relationship with someone for half a year now,unlike me and Alli 1 year na kami and still counting. I know Kia is with the right person.

"I just hope I'll see her tomorrow dun sa coffe shop na usually pinupuntahan namin, I just miss her so much." I said and I heard Kia chuckled.

"Makikita mo rin siya, trust me." I smiled, after a few minutes of chit-chatting about random stuff. We both ended the call, need niya na din daw matulog. I just stared at my desk. I put my head above the table.

I just really miss her so much. I look at my phone, I tried calling her pero like this past few days walang sumagot,so I just texted her.

Me:Hey,moon.How are you? Okay ka lang ba? Kumakain ka ba sa saktong oras? I miss you very much, if you read this please reply ah, Goodnight and I love you...🌙💖

After that I layed down on my bed,we usually call eachother pag matutulog na kami.Hindi lang ako sanay na hindi naririnig boses niya.

I decided to play some songs para makatulog na ako.I played "Maybe the night" by Ben&Ben.

I closed my eyes and finally minutes later nakatulog na din ako.

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I woke up because of a loud noise coming from downstairs,bumangon ako and I wore my slippers,tiningnan ko ang oras sa phone ko,it's already 6:25 in the morning.Ang aga pa.I went downstairs and saw Alli.I ran to her and hugged her.

"Moon! Anong ginagawa mo dito,I miss you so much." she hugged me back at bumitaw na kami sa pagkakayakap,she slightly smiled.

"I miss you too,moon.I'm sorry kung hindi ako sumasagot sa texts at calls mo. I was just busy about my schoolworks.." I nodded and smiled at her.

"It's alright,I understand.Atleast nandito kana,that's all what matters." I said as I kissed her forehead,I went to the kitchen to cook our breakfast

"Hey moon,how did Tita agreed na ivist moko? She doesn't want you to visit me kasi malayo house natin diba?" I asked while chopping some garlic for the adobo I'm going to cook.Alli just leaned on the counter top while looking at what I am doing.

"Mom and I talked,may mga misunderstandings lang but okay na kami."

I nodded.Alli's Mom don't like us being in a relationship,close naman kami ni Tita but it changed nung naging kami ni Alli.

"Moon,I know na hindi gusto ni Mom yung pagiging in a relationship natin,and you know I love you so much." she said and I nodded.

"Why are you saying this,Moon?" I asked

Umiling siya and she faintly smiled.Something's bothering me

"Wala naman,bawal bang sabihin ko sa'yo na mahal kita?" she said and back hugged me.I really miss this,just the two of us,alone and feeling more in love.

Siya yung safe space ko,my constant,my home.She let me feel na okay lang lahat that it's okay to leave every problem aside because she's here to keep me safe.Siya yung natitira kong family after my parents died in a car accident.She made me feel love for many years,I just met her on grade school at kinupkop ako ng mga Tita at Tito ko.Umalis na ako sa puder nila because I insisted na kaya ko na buhayin sarili ko through writing,Alli supported me for what I want.

She became my bestfriend,the person I share secrets with,the only listener I have when I'm on my breakdowns.She stayed with me for the longest time and I thanked her for that.I don't know kung ano mangyayari kung wala siya,and I know destiny done it's job for the both of us.

"Luna,kahit anong mangyari,mahal na mahal kita okay?No matter what.Hanggang sa huli." she said at hinarap ko siya.I looked directly at her black eyes.I saw love,sadness,and regret.I didn't understand kung bakit ganun yung nakikita ko sa mga mata niya,as if it was more darker than usual.I shrugged the feeling off and looked at the girl infront of me.

And I know that I'm more in love than before..

"Hey ang niluluto mo,Moon HAHAH." I hurridly went to the stove and turned it off,we both looked at eachother and we laughed.

"I guess were ordering food." she said while laughing.

And we really did.Nag order kami ng food sa KFC.

"Masarap talaga tong pancakes ng KFC noh,tikman mo Moon." she put a piece of pancake on her spoon and fed it to me.Masarap nga siya,I ordered a steak bowl.

"Bawal pala ako sa steak pala moon,I can't eat steak bowls.." I chuckled and we continued to eat,after a few minutes later natapos na kami.Pumunta ako sa kwarto ko para maligo.

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Pagkatapos kong maligo nagbihis na ako at sinuot ang school uniform namin and gladly Alli bought her school unifor, para sabay na lang daw kami papuntang Univ.

At the car I started to drive patungo sa University namin,Alli was sitting on the passenger seat.We were listening to Ben&Ben songs favorite kasi namin ang mga songs nila.

"Malapit na pala matapos ang school year natin 'noh..1 year na lang 12th grade na ako at 10th grade kana," she said.I remembered what she said last year na lilipat siya ng school after this grade.

"Aren't you going to change your mind for transfering to another school?" I asked while focusing on the road.

"Moon,we already talked about this diba? Even if I don't want to transfer to another school,nag decision na si Mom.Malapit na din ako mag college ,dun ko din ipagpapatuloy studies ko.." she said,I just kept quiet for a while.

It would be childish if mag tatampo ako just because of this.Instead,I smiled at her and looked back at the road.

"Basta we'll keep in touch ah,even if malayo na tayo,mag 10th grade na din pala ako 'nun.Magkikita parin naman tayo diba?" I asked and she nodded and that made me smile.

"Bukas anniversary na pala natin,Moon." I said and she looked at me.

"Ah Oo nga pala.Anong gusto mong gawin sa 1st anniversary natin?" she asked,and excitement rushed over me.

"Punta tayo sa Ville cafe? Dun sa favorite coffe shop natin.That's all I want." she nodded and I continued to drive.

"Hindi ka ba busy about sa story na ginagawa mo? I mean bukas pupunta ka sa MIBF diba?" She asked and gently touched my hair.

"Hindi muna ako pupunta,anniversary natin diba.May MIBF naman next year eh."I said malapit na kami sa university while nag plaplay parin yung playlist.

"Moon,importante yun sayo.We can just celebrate a-" she said but I cutted her off

"Don't say that,mas importante ka kaya.It's okay kung hindi ako makapunta sa MIBF."

I said and I held her hand.Ilang minuto din ang dumating,we arrived at our university,naghanap ako ng parking space and after bumaba na din kami.We both held hands and Alli looked at me.

"Moon,I need to go baka malate pa ako eh,kita na alng tayo later ah.Bye" she said and gave me a peck on the lips,and she went inside the university.

"Hey,Luna!" someone shouted when I was about to go inside.

"Kia,akala ko nasa loob akana." I asked nakita kong hinihingal siya.Nag jogging ata 'to.

"Hinihintay kasi kita." she said while catching her breath,ewan ko lang sa babaeng 'to.

"Why? Nag away ba kayo ng Jay mo?Diba dapat kasama mo siya ngayon?" I continued and we talked as we walked inside.

"Ano lang,may kunting misunderstanding,but magiging okay din kami." I nodded as we went to the lockers

"Change topic,eh kayo ni Alli okay na kayo?" she asked

"Yes,kanina dumating siya sa bahay.Okay naman kami pero bothered lang ako about the way she acts today,as if namamaalam siya na ewan." I said and I took my book inside my locker.

"Baka may problema lang? I mean diba 1 year na lang lilipat na siya ng school."

Napatigil ako sa sinabi ni Kia,Oo naman.Nung una niyang sinabi sakin na lilipat na siya ng school nag away kami but we talked about everything,we promised na hindi kami mag bre-break kahit malayo na kami sa isa't isa.Pero iba nararamdaman ko ngayon,as if she's distant from me kahit nasa tabi ko naman siya.

"Oo nga maybe may problem lang siguro siya,I'll talk to her later.." I said and we went inside our classroom,magkapareho kami ni Kia ng first subject.

Nakatunganga lang ako habang nag didiscuss yung teacher namin,ewan parang hindi ako maka focus kahit gaano ko itry.Maya't maya akong tinitingnan ni Kia,magkatabi lang kasi kami.Bigla niya akong binulungan.

"Hey,are you okay? Kanina ka pa nakatulala diyan." sabi niya at umiling ako

"Yes,I'm okay.May iniisip lang." she sighed at nakinig ulit sa teacher namin,I looked at the window when I remembered something.

~Flashback 10 months ago~

"Hey,Moon! Nood tayo ng sunset?Like we used to do before." Alli said habang naka upo sa bed ko,I'm sitting on my study desk chair.Writing a story.

"Moon,kailangan ko pa 'to taposin eh,bukas na lang?" I said,and she kept quiet for a second.

"Hindi na ba natin magagawa yung mga bagay na gusto nating gawin?Moon,please..."

I looked at her,she has pleading eyes,wala na akong magagwa neto.

We changed our clothes,she's wearing my hoodie and I am wearing an over sized shirt,were both wearing an above the knee nike shorts.

Were driving patungo sa Archi building,kung saan kami pumupunta para manood ng sunset.Our safe place....Gladly we bought some foods and a cloth para upuan namin.Nang maka akyat na kami ng rooftop bumungad sa amin ang napakagandang sunset.Nilapag na namin yung cloth at nilagay ang basket na may lamang pagkain.After that we sat down on the cloth.

"Hindi pa rin nkakasawa,Moon noh...since grade school pa natin na discover itong place na 'to,ang ganda parin." she said and Held my hand

"Hindi nakaksawa kasi may maganda ding view sa tabi ko." I said and she looked at me,she smiled.My heart was beating so fast when she smiled.

"Luna,I love you so much...Ikaw parin hanggang sa huling paglubog ng araw."

And with that she kissed me,I held her cheeks to deepen the kiss,we both looked at eachother.

"Ikaw parin Alli,sa susunod man na habang buhay.Ikaw parin.." we both smiled and she layed her head on my shoulder,we looked at the beautiful sunset infront of us.

"I promise..." she said.

~End of flashback~

Bumalik ako sa ulirat nung tinapik ako ni Kia,naramdaman ko din na basa yung pisngi ko "Luna,why are you crying?" she asked at umiling ako,I wiped my tears,hindi ko alam na umiiyak pala ako at tapos na yung class namin.

"May naalala lang.." she nodded.Niligpit ko na yung mga gamit ko para pumasok na sa susunod na subject.Naalala ko yung araw na yun,1 month pa kami ni Alli nun.We both love the sunset and the moon kaya nanood kami ng paglubog ng araw,at hinintay naman na dumating yung buwan and we waited for shooting stars.At kung saan kami nangako.

Pero parang dahan-dahan na kaming nilalayo ng tadhana.Biglang nag ring yung phone ko,Si Alli.Sinagot ko at napatigil sa may lockers.

"Hello,Moon?" I asked habang inaayos yung mga gamit ko sa locker.

"C-Can we meet at Ville cafe?" she said.

"Sure,see you there at 4:30 pm or sabay n-" I said but she spoke.

"I'll wait there." after that we ended the call.

"Ano sabi ni Alli?" Kia asked out of nowhere.

"She said we need to meet at our favourite cade namin.." she nodded.

"That's good,okay na pala kayo e-"

"I think this is not right...Kia I have a bad feeling about this...even the tone of her voice,para iba." I said as I locked my locker

"Maybe your just overthinking.Don't worry too much,mahal ka ni Alli diba?" she said and I faintly smiled.I know Alli loves me..because she said so...but I don't know if may nararamdaman pa siya oara sa akin,there's really bothering me since this morning...

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After all of our classes,umalis na din si Kia.May lakad daw sila ni Jay.I looked at my phone,it's already 4:47 pm.I hurriedly drove to the coffe shop where Alli is waiting,finally I arrived and I went inside.I saw her by the window on a table for two.Nakita niya ako and she slightly smiled.

"Hey I'm sorry I'm late..." I said as I sat down


~Play this song at this part~

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"No it's okay,kakarating ko rin naman." she said.

"Why? I mean bukas pa diba anniversary natin,Moon?" I asked at nag smile siya,iba yung ngiti niya ngayon.It's not usually the smile that she wear when she's happy,ang ngiting 'to may halong lungkot,pait, at confusion.

"Moon..You know I love you so much right?" she said and I smiled.

"Ofcourse.." I said.

"Luna,I think we need time for ourselves..." she said and I looked at her with questionable look.

"What do you mean?" my heart is beating really fast.

"Luna,I think I can't wait.Hindi na ako makakahintay hanggang sa huling pag lubog ng araw...Hindi ko na ramdam yung dati..." when she said that I finally understood kung ano yung ibig niyang sabihin.My world started to collapse at this very moment.I can feel tears sliding on my cheeks,hindi ko maintindihan okay naman kami kanina...

"B-bakit,Alli? Bakit hindi ka na makakpaghintay? Nangako tayo diba?" I said while stoppinhg my tears,I need to keep my facade,it may hurt but I need to.

"Luna,can't you see? Pilit na tayong nilalayo ng tadhana.Akala ko kanina kaya kong paniwalain yung sarili ko na kaya pa kitang mahalin,pero ayaw kong isipin mong hindi totoo yung pagmamahal ko.I'm just preventing us from getting hurt.Hindi na 'to tulad ng dati nung gusto kong makipag break sa'yo,nung pinigilan moko.I still love you,yes.Pero hindi ko na ramdam yung spark...And I know you feel it too.." she said as I see tears forming in here eyes

"Oo ramdam ko,ramdam kong lumalayo ka na Alli,pero nangako din tayo diba kung ma pagod man tayo we will try again,if kung gusto mo nang bumitaw kakapit pa ako...Alli you're giving us up just because of this destiny sh*ts?" I said as I looked at her nakayuko lang siya,I know people are looking at us right now kahit mahina naman yung boses naming dalawa.

"Because I fell out of love..." when she said that alam kong sinuko niya na talaga kami....I clenched my fist at yumuko ako.

"So this morning it was you way of saying goodbye,Alli?" I said as I looked at her,tumingin siya sa akin.

"I'm sorry Luna.."

Yumuko ulit ako,kahit alam kong nakikita niya na yung mga liha ko,pili ko pa din tinatago...Alam ni Alli na ako yung type ng tao na hindi madaling masaktan but all of these happening...It hurts like hell...

"Luna,baka siguro sa susunod na habang buhay tayo yung tinadhana,maybe not in this lifetime.." she looked at me,she held my hand really tight.

"Sa huling paalam natin Shin,can we go to Archi building.For the last time?" she said and I nodded.

We got out of the coffe shop at pumasok na kami sa kotse.We were quiet the whole ride.Napansin kong nakatingin siya sa bintana.It's not our usual car ride...Walang music na maririnig mong nag plaplay.Just pure silence from two people,people who almost ahave their fairytales pero hindi pa nga nakaka abot sa climax tapos na.

Ilang minuto lang nakarating na kami,nauna akong bumaba ng kotse.We were both used the elevator para maka akyat ng rooftop.When I opened the door,I saw the sunset shining at us.Hindi pa rin nag iba yung place.Lumapit ako sa edge,not too close.I leaned on the railings...

"Huling sunset..on March 25,2018.." I said and she leaned on the railings too...

"But no matter how beautiful the sunset is,it signifies the end..." she said and I somehow see her smile.

"But after the sunset..dadating yung buwan para bigyan ka ng ilaw...and that means no matter how people left there's still someone that will come and stay.."

Humarap siya sa akin..she held my hand,even if she smiles alam kong iba 'to.

"Mahal na mahal kita,Luna.Ikaw parin sa susunod na habang buhay.."

And with that she kissed me,that's when sunod-sunod na ang pagbuhod ng mga luha ko,maybe dahil this will be the last time,last sunset,last kiss,last hug,and last touch.

We both looked at eachother and she wiped my tears.

"Marami pa tayong makikilala Luna,if destiny is really ours,universe will do everything para ipagtagpo ang mga landas natin ulit.Maybe not now...I promise you that tayo parin kahit hindi man ngayon,Moon..Pasensya na if napagod ako,trust me I t-" pinigilan ko siya,I hugegd her at umiyak na din siya.She hugged me back,this hug was tighter than before..

Ngayon ko na naiintindihan na the tighter the hug it will be the last time.

"I understand,Alli,I'm finally letting you go..." I said as I looked at the sunset in front of us as she leaned her head on my shoulder

"The sunset is beautiful isn't it?" I said as I looked at her,she smiled.Unti-unti ko ng natatanggap ang nangyayari ngayon,maybe because I want her to be happy with her life without me...

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Hi,it's me the author of "When we fall in love" I decided to write a different route for Kia and Shin So this will be the part 1 and the next part will be Kia and Shin's story.THANK YOU TO ALL MY READERS OUT THERE.I love you my Nightys And see you on part 2 of "When we Fall in love"

~Song used in this Fictional story~

Maybe the night By Ben&Ben
Sa susunod na habang buhay By Ben&Ben
Masyado pang maaga By Ben&Ben