A failure like me you would find in any corner of this world so before i begin the story i want to ask one question
Do you think that when two people love each other the love they have for each other is equal?
Everyone who have been in love can relate to this and who has been heartbroken so If you have never been in love then first go and fall in love them read this story.
Chapter 1. Love
Before starting the story I want to talk about love first.
Love is like an most powerful drug in the whole world. I don't think any drug is more powerful than this drug powerful enough to fuck up one's life entirely , can change the person's whole life.
and most important changes the person in some cases.
I'm not an exception i have been addicted to this drug too and honestly it has been the most wonderful and relaxed feeling of my life just like the time has been stopped at least for me .
Love fills your life with the brightest colors oh and the most important thing i forgot the feeling that comes from inside the happiest feeling of your life and when i say love i am not talking about seeing the person for the first time and saying i have fallen in love , I am talking about falling in love with their soul the deepest and purest kind of love and this kind of love happens only once in life and most of the times it is always unsuccessful.
It starts from covid-19 i mean 2020 a college boy named pratyakash have been at home for 2-3 months because of rising covid cases in India so he thought that his life is missing something and what was missing a girl so he texted a girl he has a crush on. I want to clear one thing there have been girls in his life previously and he has thought many times that girl was his first love
but little did he knew that when he first cried for a girl that was the girl yup that was the one his first love so that was the girl he had crush on so from texting to talking for hours day
and night their vibes start matching like they knew what the other person was thinking they met had many funny moments,crazy moments, happy moments, romantic moments and just moments and moments it's all about moments these were the happiest moments of my life
and they both fell in love and that was the point of game over as in games you play then comes the game over but in love it was already game over the moment you fall in love.
He still remember each and every moment he spent with her most beautiful time of his life. It was like a sweet dream a dream that he never wanted to end but you know you have to come back to reality.
I have seen people that are crazy and mad in love and when the heart breaks they actually go mad.
So coming back to story pratyaksh also got crazy in love and didn't knew when he got changed this actually happens when you love someone more than yourself these things happens and he didn't change for
the better he change for the worse now when he think about he have been in bad company the whole life this fucked him up more and more and the advices the people gave just fucked him more.
So now comes the turning point , Hurt and this hurt changed everything when you love someone of course there is gonna be hurt by every little thing you say or do, so he hurted the girl he loved so much.He hurted her so much like on extreme levels without
even thinking he didn't even think he just said, Yup i'm a fool he said and a failure never learning from my mistakes and people don't give you chances again and again. You need to keep in check your emotions ,your anger, one-sided thinking , thinking from the other
sides persepectives but when she got hurt he also got hurt on so many levels if he maded a hell for her with his words he also lived in that hell but then he changed tried to change did everything he could tried to make heaven for her because she was like an
angel to her one smile just needed one pure smile that was more than enough and one tear of her was enough for him to feel the same pain.
So as i said pain changes people hurt make people shut out they stop opening up stop explaining your thoughts what's on your mind , what's in your heart and one day boom it was over.
So the one thing that he had learnt the hard way by losing everything is when you are in doubt, confusion , anger and any other feeling that you are confused about just sit wherever you are and think for a second from your perspective and the other side perspective too and write down all the things you are confused about and think about the consequences that might have and important part clear up the miss understandings as soon as possible which mistakes you have done and do everything in your power to correct them. So he don't want anyone to do that what he did
or go through what he go through.
Ohh how I wish I could have hugged her tightly the last time he met her.
You know the scariest and darkest part of love is you never know whether it's real or fake or does it comes with any expiry date or not and expectations stop having expectations from anyone all
these questions are going to be answered in the
next chapters.
TO BE CONTINUED.....
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