Well this kinda just popped in my brain soo hope you like it!
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I sighed watching the tv as yet another interview of One Direction came on. I sat in my living room with my friends Nicole and Katie as I aimlessly started channel-surfing. Tears formed in my eyes as a picture of Niall showed up
"hey. No crying." Katie scolded walking over to sit by me.
"sorry, I just-"
"yes we all know you miss him." Nicole said sounding annoyed. I shook my head
"sorry." I said wiping my eyes of what little moisture was there.
Let me explain myself; my name is Bailey i'm 18 years old and I live in Mullingar Ireland. I used to go to school with the one and only Niall Horan. The summer before 8th grade he asked me out and were dating up until the day he left for the X-factor, we didn't exactly break up right away, it's just we lost touch over the last 2 years. I've been to his parents house multiple times before he left but now I can't even get close with all the paparazzi hanging around there all the time.
"Bailey! Bailey!" Nicole's fingers snapping in front of my face pulling me out of my memories
"what?" I asked looking at her confused
"did you hear what the guys just said?!" she asked excitedly jumping up and down.
"no but judging by the way your hoping around I'm guessing it was important." I said annoyed
"the boys are visiting here soon!" she half screamed in my face. My eyes shot open; I miss him soo much, but I honestly don't want to see his face again. It would be too hard, I'd fall right back in love with him.
"good maybe if you guys get back in touch we don't have to hear your constant complaining!" Katie teased pushing my shoulder
"am I really that bad?" I asked self consciously. The girls just nodded
"well sorry I'm such a horrible person!" I said fake pouting.
"we were just kidding! God you take everything so seriously!" Nicole said
We all burst out laughing at our own stupidity.
"so are you girls staying the night cause I have work tomorrow." I said
"I have work in the mornin too so better not." Katie said standing up and grabbing her bags
"same. Gotta get up early." Nicole said gathering her own things
"k see ya girls later." I said turning off the tv and heading towards the stairs.
"bye!" they called before leaving me in my big lonely house. I walked up the stairs to my room pulling off my clothes to get my pajamas on, which was only a t shirt and shorts. I sat on the side if my bed staring at the pictures hanging on the small board above my bed. I looked over the pictures stopping to see the one of me with my parents, we looked so happy back then. My dad left when I was 15, my mom was so hurt by it, a year later she threw herself off a bridge. I had cried for a long time, it still pains me to look at the pictures.
They both abandoned me, leaving me here in this place to fend for myself. Luckily my mom had money saved for me if she ever passes, and my father was forced to send money back to me until I was 18.
I looked over the other pictures; lots with Katie, Nicole and myself and a few of me and Niall. It really bothered me that he probably never tried to get back in touch with me, he'a probably a happy being famous and all, while he can have basically any girl he wants. I turned off the lights and laid down in my bed and drifted off.
