I lay there looking at the ceiling hoping you would stop Waiting for the words to come out from the back of my throat
it seemed so easy to say no before one simple…. No!!!!
So simple
But that day in your room it changed everything inside me
I laid there as you kept going and you kept asking if it was okay I stayed there in fear
I guess you took the look of horror and fear on my face as a yes
You kept going taking it further and further
Unbuttoning my pants stripping me nude
Sliding down my underwear dropping them to the floor
Removing the condom from you drawer
And finally right before you started to pound out my soul
I got out that one little word No!!!
But that wasn’t enough for you played it off like it hadn’t been said at all
I lay there as you took what little self-esteem left
Looking at the clock begging the minuets to go faster and faster
So it would all be done and I could go home
Finally after 30 mins you were finally finished
A grin flashed across your face and you told me how great you felt I wanted to slap the shit out of you
You pulled out I lay dazed and confused unsure what was next
You told me “next time you owe me
This was all about you”
Then I noticed I wasn’t going home ever.
