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Chapter 43

She Saw Love In Empty Hearts
-R. H Sin

Chapter 43

Jaden's Pov:

After leaving Celestia's room, I couldn't stop thinking the hurt on her face.

It was 3 am. The whole night after telling Celestia to forgive me, I couldn't sleep. I turned off the lights and layed in bed. I just kept thinking about all the time I hurt her.

But every time I left was for her own good and mine also. I needed to stay away from her and make her stay away from me.

But what was happening was the exact opposite.

But fuck it all went in vain. I don't know how she did that or what she was doing but she made herself important to me.

I fucking like her more than I ever plan. I like her so much that I'm scared of falling in love. And I feel like it's getting out of hand now.

Her existence is heavenly.

On top of that fucking William is coming tomorrow. My life is so messed up. Also a reason why I didn't want Celestia getting close to me.

The last thing on my mind was thinking how I'm gonna make her forgive me before my eyes shut down.

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The next day, I woke up late. I felt my head hurting. So I had breakfast and went back to my room

My mom was preparing for tonight which I didn't like at all. And she kept on telling me to behave myself.

I put on some songs when my door opened. And it was Celestia standing there.

I was surprised. I wasn't expecting her to come here after what happen.

Why would she come here after whatever I did to her?

"What are you doing," I asked her, turning off the music.

"I... I....came to talk to you," She stammered.

"I'm not in the mood to talk, you better go," I said.

I wanted her to go because  knowing me I would hurt her again unintentionally.

"No," She shot back which caught me by surprise again.

"No? Celestia, I've already hurt you enough, I don't wanna do it again so please go," I said looking outside my window.

"Why did you call me Celestia?," She said, sounding hurt.

"That's your name," I tell her and sat next to the window.

"But you never call me Celestia," She argued.

I knew this conversation between us wouldn't end well. She is stubborn just like me.

"I don't deserve you, you need to go,"

She needed to understand that but no she's trying to talk to me.

"You do, I'm that fresita that you deserve." She says softly.

This girl.

She's paradise. A bag full of everything nice. She's what the stars look for when they are looking down.

"Jaden looked at me," She said, sitting beside me and grabbing my face with both her hands, turning it towards her.

Her hands were so soft. I just wanted it there.

"You know you can tell me anything right," She looked deeply into my eyes.

I shook my head which made her hands fall.