THOUGHTS

TIRED AND EXHAUSTED

Sometimes I feel so alone , like no one is around me and i am surrounded by guts of solitude. people are so shallow and ordinary that i am unable to handle them. I am weak and tired of facing them. i cant handle situations and get involved in fights with my friends. Everything is so dark and shady in my life. i have teardrops in my eyes .

words matter and words drowned my life . i tried a lot to stay tranquil but i found myself pusillanimous and feared of this phase. it's like the nightmare i saw every moment.i am confused . life shows unbearable pain that i forget meaning of smile.

here comes the phase i hate most "love" . is it a boon or a bane. it's a elixir or a poison . it makes our life we have never expected . but does fall in love so easy? let me answer it, no . None of us knows what exactly love is? its like an occult mist surrounded us.

people are so egoist and rude they even don't care there words destroyed another's dream. it seems like the black ink spoiled the white paper of dreams. So bad , so disturbing ,almost takes my breathe out. and gives me lifeless life.

life seems so easy but when i paced in real world my head jammed with problems. i only lest with sadness and sorrow . if my life is a mirror then emotions are rocks to break it.

the end of this life is near. but i don't want to die with lump of guilts .