Vinnie imagines

gone forever

tw: suicide, drug use

School had just ended and I walked into the hallway to find Vinnie. he had been pretty distant  lately and I wanted to catch up. I spotted him standing by the door. I approached him seeing he was talking to some people. "Hey Vinnie."  I said walking up to him. I had noticed he had made new friends. I was happy for him because he always had a hard time doing so. 

They had met in kindergarten when y/n saw Vinnie sitting alone at lunch. She sat by him and ever since they had been friends.

"Oh hey." He said in an awkward tone. "I saw that you had some new friends." y/n said smiling and waving at them. "Who is this girl." One of the boys said. "I don't really know. she's been following me around lately and it's getting kinda weird." He said making the boys laugh at her. "Vinnie what are you talking about." she asked as pulled him making him turn to face her. "GET AWAY." he raised his voice as he pushed her to the ground, knocking all the stuff she had in her hands onto the floor. "leave me alone. And quit following me. 

Just go kill yourself." He said, Smirking at her as the other guys laughed and they walked away. Tears flooded her eyes, as she quickly picked up her things and rushed out the school doors. She cried the whole walk home and as she walked into the house. Her dad was passed out on the couch from being at the bar all night. She rushed into her room and sat down at her desk. 

She pulled out a drawer and pulled out some small bags with a white powdery substance. most nights she uses this to calm her self down and relax. She formed six lines more then she normally does. rolling up a dollar bill she started to suck it up through her nose. She finished each line. it started to hit her and every thing went black.

Vinnies pov

I walked up to y/n's house. the door was wide open. 'weird' I thought as I entered the living room. her dad wasn't where he normally was. I started walking to her room. I came to the door and opened it. I spotted y/n's body sitting at her desk slumped over with her head on the desk. I looked around, my eyes widened as I saw some small bags. I ran over and took her into my arms, knowing exactly what had happened. "Y/n no no no. stay with me please i'm sorry." I said as I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed 911.

time skip

I sat in the waiting room as I waited for any news on y/n I heard the door open and I quickly looked up. "Im sorry she didn't make it." the nurse said. My mind went blank, and I started to sob. 'She couldn't have no. Why would I do this. I told her to kill her self. what have I done. She's gone forever'

This is probably not that good but yk. I needed to like post bc I haven't in a while so like give me some ideas pls... ok bye✌🏻

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