He Was Mine || DNF ONESHOT

He Was Mine

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Hi george. I don't really know where to go with this but I know where I can start.

I remember when we first met. I was on a college trip to the UK. It's when I saw your beautiful face for the first time. Its when I knew I found the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.

We made that brief eye contact and you smiled at me. It was the best smile I have ever seen, it was filled with pure happiness. A feeling I hadn't felt for a long time.

My group was about to walk past you but I KNEW I couldn't just let you getaway without least getting to know your name. But you had already read my mind.

"You look bored. Wanna skip your little college group and go get some lunch?" It didn't take me long to decide between going with you or saving my ass in college.

I left the group and getting to know you was the first time I laughed in awhile. It was short lived. I had to return to America. That was almost 5 years ago.

Luckily we exchanged numbers before I slipped back into my group. No one noticed in case you ever wondered.

I remember the first time I contacted you. I texted you.
"Hi :) This is dream... We met in the UK like a week ago?"
It took me awhile to send it. I was so nervous. I hoped you didn't think I was weird.
But you responded within seconds.

"Oh!! Yes I was waiting for you to text me lol, hi :)"

This was the turning point in my life. We became best friends, we became inseparable.

If we weren't on the phone, we were either showering or out with other people. We were constantly glued to each other. There was so much to learn and so much to feel.

How much I wished you were actually there, next to me. I wished I could touch you and feel you.

I remember the day you told me you were into streaming and coding. We shared so much in common, it was unbelievable to me.

We coded a whole mod into the game Minecraft, where everything was randomly dropped and multiplied.

We played around with that mod for hours on end. I laughed so hard I almost pissed myself laughing. That wasn't the only night we spent hours laughing, there were so many more I wish I were ready for.

Then there were nights you would cry over the phone. You and I both would be so upset by the distance. But you took it the hardest.

There was one specific night, about a year after we met each other, that you were so ready to just hop on a plane a fly out to me, because you thought you had nothing left for you in the UK.

I convinced you to hang on just a little longer, but I wish I hadn't. I wish I spent more time with you before hand.

I remember when you first announced that you were ready to move to America, around 2 years after we met and that you had already looked into apartments in Florida. I was so extremely happy.

The thought of hugging you and seeing you in person was so overwhelming. I was so helplessly in love with you but of course you never knew at the time.