This is goodbye

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Its so dark and cold... Where am I? Someone please help...where is everyone? Wait...what's that light at the end? Its...strange.
I walked up towards the light and touch it. A sharp stinging pain rushes through my arm. I get sucked into the blinding light and I close my eyes. I suddenly feel worse and light headed.
"Alone... I'm so alone... no one cares for me...," whispers a familiar voice. It was so ..lonely... depressed. I open my eyes just to see a horrible sight open up , surrounding me.
BLOOD! BLOOD! BLOOD!
BLOOD is everywhere. I'm in... a bathroom, sitting down on the sharp, cold, stinging floor. The walls and floor look like they're leaking...no... seeping blood. It's just slowly oozing down. The drip of the blood repeats over and over in my head.
I slowly look down and realize... that voice. . WAS ME... I look at my arms and legs. On my arms are long slits, blood quickly running out. My legs are covered in scratches and large bruises. In my shaking hands was a single, tiny blade.
I did this.. I did this to myself... Why? Why? Why, I ask over and over to myself. But the only answer that comes out my chapped lips is ," My friends...," but I can't recall any memories. My eyes slowly start to fade.
I can feel myself getting heavy, my eyes are dried up and crusted. I want to sleep finally. .. Wait, the memories are flooding back to me.. I can remember... faintly...But I can remember. .. yea... that's right.
They left me, They hate me! They never want to see me again! I did this for my friends! Now ... they no longer have to worry..they'll never have to see me again...
Finally, my face will disappear from this world!
But they no longer have to worry..
My eyes finally close, no longer to open...
My final words are ,"I'm sorry ," but my friends will never hear...
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Hey guys , im back with a new book. I really just wanted to write something interesting to me, so lets hear how it turns out. Plus I feel like I can relate to it, so it makes it easier...
Anyways, bye!!

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 17, 2015 ⏰

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