authors note: hello, it's me! im alive! i still haven't decided if i've given up on this story completely yet, so we'll see. as that's pending, there's no promises that i'll actually even write something. i also want to talk about how much i despise this story due to the writing style and just storyline in general so i'll probably switch it up a little if there is a successful upload. thanks for being so patient with me. -Lana
