I ran down the stairs and quickly opened the door."Dad I'm hungry "I shouted .They both stopped kissing each others faces off and looked towards me .He gave me a serious look "Then make your self a sandwich "he turned back to kiss her again .
I turned away and heard him tell her "I love you "
I felt as if my heart was going to drop.I never heard my dad say that once to my mother he loved her but to this bitch he would !What a turd !What does he see in her ..what does she see in him .I slammed the door shut .I walked towards my room with a blank face, the walls full of pictures with them kissed or hugged in each one. where am I? why arnt I in a picture ?.
I pulled my phone out an began to call Henry.
ME: Henry ?
HENRY: Yes ,how can I help?
ME: where are you ?
HENRY:playing video games,why?
ME: Can you please come and pick me up ..please I can't be with my dad right now .
HENRY: is everything ok ?
ME: ...no
I hung up and took one last look at myself in the mirror I took another glance at the photo.I felt a strong pain again I held the picture in my hand and walked towards the window.Still they where kissing .I threw it at them missing my dad large head .I heard a loud crash and saw the broke pieces of it .They both looked up at me.i smiled and flipped them off.i graved my suite case and walked down with it .
"Itzy you could have hurt us !"My dad shouted out .I passed him and opened the door ."I'm fuckn talking to you don't turn away from me !I am your father !".
"My father ?!?You are not even close !Robert is more of a father then you ever where !....Tell me where were you when Joshua had heart surgery ?!?"I yelled as I almost pulled my hair out "Tell me !!!"
He stood in silence his eyes didn't make contact with mine .I didn't feel strong when I said that I didn't feel proud of my self but it was the truth "Exactly ..You weren't even there for them "I said as I picked up my suit case . I turned away and held the door knob .I felt a pull on my arm "Stop it now !"He said.
I pushed him away "Or what ?!?Your going to stop caring for me ?Just like you stopped caring for mom ?!?"I yelled at him .In a split second I felt my cheek sting .He smacked me ..The first time he laid his hands on me ..
"I'm so--" I walked out slamming the door shut and his words .I saw Henry in his car with the volume all the way up relaxing and listening to Sleeping With Sirens .
I opened the door and slammed it shut I try to cover up my cheek .He worries to much and I didn't want him to see me cry again the last time he did he held me for hours trying to comfort me ."you ok ?"he asks as he turned the volume down .
I nodded "Please just take me to my moms house " it tried so hard to make my voice sound steady and calm .
He held my chin up and saw his eyes full of sadness now "Itzy I sh-" I quickly laid my head on his leg and cried "Don't say anything Henry .Just drive me home please ".
I need help....
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Andy
FanfictionAndy the lead singer of Black Veil Brides .Yes it's true he is amazingly cute ,His voice is FREAKN cool.But is he the kind of guy I want in my life ?Will he express his feelings for me ?Or will he ignore me for the rest of his life ?