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J-Hope
(Sweet/ sad/sexy:Your at home and start to take a shower..while your boyfriend J-Hope is out practicing as he has been for the last month getting ready to perform for the Seoul awards.)
You let out a small sigh as you look stare at the kpop article on the members of Bangtan Boys...and of course there are at least 4 questions about either what Their perfect girl is or are they seeing anyone and how would they treat them. Then A.R.M.Y's question kept asking if you and J-Hope had broken up.
The questions weren't the thing bothering you...but J-Hope's answers were the things that were tearing you apart inside. His "perfect girl" wasn't you at all...
"I think probably her being shorter then me, and very opened to our relationship and yeah.." He just shrugged and avoided the question, as he did when the "broken up" questions came up. He seemed as if you didn't or hadn't existed the past 2 years. You weren't short, you were the same height as him exactly. And that bugged you a hell of a lot.Well...your chest feels heavy and your throat is rough and you feel the dry rock at the back of your throat. But instead of sadness your filled with rage..hot boiling rage..
How could he?! You know what..fine he can say whatever he wants because I'm done!
You throw your phone out of the bathroom door, it sails into the hallway and smashes against the wall across from you. It shatters and you know it's too broken to be used..well that makes two you think to yourself as you slam the bathroom door..you turn around and turn the water on letting it get warm. You pulled you hair out of it fish tail braid, letting hang loose and curly. You get your iPad,since you just destroyed your phone and click on a random playlist.
After undressing you stand still..letting the stream from the shower fog the mirror..as a slow flow of tears sneak out your eye.
You quickly wipe them away..not here,not now. You thought as you climbed in the shower. The rock walls were still cold but the water was warm and gentle on your skin. You stood under the water for maybe five minutes just letting the water run down your front..thinking really. Your so lost in thought you don't hear the front door open, or a voice calling for you. So your shocked as hell when the bathroom door opens and you see a shadowy figure..your heart flutters but you cringe at the same time.
"Y/N! I'm home babe!" Hoseok sounds so happy and excited..but it just kills you even more. Tears flow now, you can't stop. You had no idea he would be home anytime soon..you didn't think he wanted to be home.
"Yeah, I'll be out in a minute.." You try to sound normal but fail. Your voice cracks at the end and you quickly wrap your arm around your stomach, your other hand you start to chew your nails.
"Jagiya? What's wrong?" Him calling you that sends a cold metal rod through your chest, a small sob is released, but you quickly try to regain control," And what happened to your phone in the hallway?" His voice is full of confusion and concern. You can't bring yourself to talk, so the music is filling the room and threatens to choke you. You watch his lean figure through the foggy glass, his hands in his pockets and his head hung low. Until you seen his hands start to undress himself.
Your heart quickly skips a beat..what is he thinking? He soon enters through in the back of the shower, you loose your breath at the sight of him. He has gotten even more built over the last month...his abs are sharp and very visible;And his hair is shorter as well.
"J-Hope?! WHAT ARE YOU thinking?" I immediately back under the flow of the shower head and try to cover my chest and stomach as best I could. Even though he's seen it before..I its feel wrong now. His face is serious as his eyes search my face, never leaving it.
