Admiring you from afar is fine
Seeing you happy with someone else is fine
Yes, everything is fine.
What can I do? You're not mine.
#nianskii
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They say, “Everyone need someone by his/her side to rely on. No one can live alone.” and etc. But what if, that someone leave too? What if, he/she suddenly lost interest? What if he/she suddenly leave you alone in the middle of your suffering? What will happen? No one will stay permanently. Everyone gets tired. And this thought...I always reminded myself everyday.
#nianskii
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Why ‘Ma? Why ‘Pa?
Aren't I enough?
This was just me.
A loser you was ashamed of.
#nianskii
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“Hurt”
Why there are people who likes games?
Why there are people who always in pain?
It'll really hurt so much at who it aims.
So f*cking hurt when you're the victim always.
Isn't being hurt so tiring?
But why don't you give up?
If you're always hurting
Do you have someone who'll pick you up?
Why loving will always make us hurt?
Does genuine love still exist?
Why do they need to break our heart?
Why do 'pain' even subsist?
Hurt. Hurt. Hurt.
Hurt me more!
Make my heart be cold!
Just do whatever you want...
Because someday, it'll be stone.
#nianskii
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As the wind breeze,
The paper flew
News made me freeze
Message from you
As my mind stopped functioning,
I repeatedly asking,
What the f*ck happened?
Is this really the end?
Maybe, we're not meant to be.
You were destined to someone else.
This feelings will be dead.
As the message tells.
#nianskii
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“Stronger”
You and I was getting stronger,
As life testing us harder.
We will not give up,
Until we shone up.
We have misunderstandings,
But we keep trusting.
Being strong from the start,
Until the end we won't be apart.
Friends, partners, comrade.
We're each other's aid.
We will try harder,
As we'll getting stronger.
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#nianskii
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This is posted at my fb dummy account "Luna Psyche"
