F1 one shots.

Toto Wolff: more.

(A/N) Sussie Wolff doesn't exist in this story. hope you likeit Donna806. 

(y/n) takes a deep breath, she has to do this. Not that she likes to do this but she just has to. She can't keep doing this with him like they are going right now. a bundle of papers in her hands, the sounds of the papers ruffling by her shaking hands. She takes a deep breath again, to calm her nerves.

She knocks twice on the door of her boss. She can't keep her heart from racing in her chest. normally she would have been very excited to be going to her bosses office but not today. Today is an important day for her, not only was it the last race of the 2019 season, it was also her last day at the job. Not that her boss knows just yet but he will know soon.

"come in." the voice of Toto Wolff calls her in.

(y/n) slowly opens the door, she gives her boss a small smile. Closing the door behind her, not locking it like she usually would do. She remembers all the things that they used to do in this office. Isn't going to change the fact that she wants more than what is going on between them.

"lock the door, Liebling." Toto tells her.

"I'm sorry, I can't." she tells her boss.

As much as she wants to do this with him, she's 30 years old and she still wants to settle down and have kids but with the way that is going on right now between her and her boss, it won't happen. She knows that he won't see her anything else but as he sees her nothing more than a personal assistant with benefits. He's made it obvious to her that he wants nothing more than sex between them. Despite buying her a diamond hair clip so she could put her hair up.

She places the bundle of papers on his desk, she takes out the hair clip from her hair. She knows that nothing would ever change the fact that she was just fun for him. it had always been fun for her too but she wants more than just sex. She wants a husband and kids, a perfect little family of her own. She feels like she is getting too old to wait any longer. She's 30 and most of her friends and family already have kids.

"this is a joke right?" Toto asks.

"no, I'm sorry." (y/n) tells her boss.

Toto looks at her, not understanding what is going on with her. why would she want to quit her job? Isn't it enough money for her? does she not want to be around him anymore? Did he overstep a boundary he didn't he had overstepped? He doesn't get it, what would he do without her? she is the only person that can make him get places on time or get around a table with business men he doesn't want to talk to.

"then why?" Toto asks her.

"because I want to get married, have kids and I know that if I stay, that won't happen." She tells her boss.

Toto hadn't expected that she wanted this, he thought she was happy wit the way things were going. She had only been working for him for six years. He can't believe that she really wants to leave this job to find a husband and have kids. He doesn't know what he would do if she were to really leave him.

(y/n) still remembers how Toto had wanted his office to had no windows on the inside of the motorhome, so that they wouldn't get caught in the action of having sex. Toto had asked her opinion on a lot of aspects of his office as he sometimes wanted to have her working in his office. He knows that he can't lose her or he will feel lost.

"you want to quit?" Toto asks her.

"no, I don't want to. But I will have to, Mr Wolff." She says distantly.

(y/n) will have to protect herself and sound so professional otherwise she will let Toto change her mind like he had done so many times. She looks at the hair clip in her hand, the little star shaped diamonds on it. She can't keep it, she absolutely loves the man but she can't keep doing this to herself. It will kill her in the end.

"and you think I will let you leave?" Toto looks at her.

"Mr Wolff, I want to have a of my own family, I want to become a mother and a loving husband." (y/n) tells him.

She can't help herself and puts the hair clip on his desk, she gets up from the seat she had occupied. She takes a breath and give her boss one last smile, this would be the moment that she will be leaving his office. She turns around to leave, her hand touches the door knob. She feels hands on hers, being pulled and turned with her back against the wall.

Her face inches away from that of her boss, one hand holds hers above her head. The other hand on her waist, she can feel his breathing in her neck. It makes her heart race in her chest. she can't help but want what he is offering, not leave and stay with him but she can't, she wants a family, she wants to become a mother at some point. She is already the last of her friends to be single. The last without kids.

"I told you, I won't let you leave." Toto whispers in her ear.

"what?" she asks.

Toto grabs her by the waist and presses his lips onto hers. She knows that if she keeps this up, she will never leave. He lifts her off the ground, walking the two of them to the desk. He places her down, slowly unbuttoning her Mercedes blouse. For a second his hands leave and she feels her hair being put up by the clip he got her.

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Toto picks up the mischievous little boy that had run off somewhere, the boy starts to giggle loudly in his arms. Shouting for his mother to come and save him from his father, who can't help but put his son over his shoulders while they head down the paddock to the Mercedes garage.

Toto had never regretted the decision of keeping her, not as his personal assistant anymore but as his wife. They had gotten married pretty soon into their dating, a small but happy wedding with her being dressed in a very simple and pink wedding dress. They had their best mans and maids of honour. It was small and in a wedding chapel.

She had gotten pregnant a little after they had gotten married. They had been thrilled about the news of getting twins, (y/n) had been worried at first how she would take on twins without Toto being there a lot but in the end, they had decided that they would just take them with them.

Lewis had been super excited for his little cousins, it had turned out to be a boy and a girl. They had been happy about that and the boy was just like his uncle George, chaotic and always gets himself in trouble. Their son would always try to run off to find either Lewis or George in the pitlane.

"you can't run off, Kasper." Toto tells his son.

"sorry papa." Kasper tells his father.

(y/n) is walking with their daughter Lorelei. The little girl blabbering about something related to the racing cars, Valtteri Bottas walking beside her as the little girl had cried for hours that Val was leaving the team. Lorelei's favourite driver had been Valtteri since the very beginning. She is also the only person in the Mercedes garage to wear Valtteri Bottas merchandise.

In the end Toto had manned up and asked (y/n) out, he had finally letting his ego and image to the public go and be just happy with her no matter what. Toto can't wait for their last child for the moment to be born in the next six months. He is glad he could make her wish for a loving husband and a family come true. 

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