Emerson's pov:
That night I stayed at Fezco's apartment. Ashtray offered me some clothes to sleep in. Me and him stayed up late. Talking about nothing and every now and then making out. He was a good kisser I could only help but think about how many other girls he had done this with. Obviously I didn't ask. I wanted to but I couldn't help but think it was to soon.
I kept my thoughts in my head. I had kissed other guys... once. Why would I care if he had kissed other girls? We're together now. As long as I was the only girl he kissed now. It was fine.
I managed to talk myself into not caring about the past. It was hard as hell but that's life right? Plus I wasn't going to let my insecurities get in the way of what I had. I felt safe with Ash. When his arms wrapped around me while I slept. His warmth was the most comforting thing I'd ever experienced.
When I woke up the next morning. Ash has an arm holding me close. I loved my hand over his. Then I felt it. His bulge was up against my ass. I didn't think he would control it. Maybe he was having a wild dream. Maybe he was thinking about me. Oddly enough I wasn't fazed by the thought of it possibly being because of me.
I let him sleep my hand wrapped in his. I scrolled through my socials and decided to post something.
Emerson.is.hot
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Caption: thanks to my amazing boyfriend for the picture. 💗Comments
Ruelikesdrugs: So pretty 😩
Fezcofuckedyomom: we get it y'all are dating. 🙄
User353: ur so hot 🥵
User7362: Pretty 😍
Maddyperez: You looked so pretty at my party yesterday
Kathatesyou: Yass bad bitch
Giabennet: your pretty n all but Ash would look better with me. 😬
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I stopped reading after that. Gia pissed me off. She was a sneaky snitch who could only pull guys when they were on acid. I turned my phone off and slammed it on the bed.
Just then Ash woke up, "what's wrong Em?" Ash asked sitting up on his elbow.
"Fucking Gia." I said laying more into Ash.
"What are you talking about?" Ash asked cuddling into me as well.
"Check insta." I said blankly burring my face into a pillow. He unlocked his phone and opened Instagram.
"Yo babe you look great." He said confused.
"It's the comments." I said lifting my face from this pillow. He scrolled through the comments looking for Gia's name. When he found it he clicked on her comment and started aggressively typing.
"What the actual fuck." He said after hitting post.
"I know. I can't stand to think about you and her." I said gagging.
"Babe look at my comment." He said tucking his face into my hair. I looked my notifications, your funny. I oint want to ugly ass. Em's hotz your not. 😁
"Oh my god. Babe I love you." I said. I didn't think about what I said. I worried I was going to scare him if I said it to fast. Ash stayed quiet. "I-I- I'm sor-" ash cut me off.
"I love you too Em." He said kissing me gently in the cheek.
"BREAKFAST." Fez yelled from the kitchen. Ashtray groaned and rolled over.
"Ash let's go eat." I said
"Uh how about no."
"Come on we can cuddle later." Ash got up and fixed his sweat he then noticed his bulge. He rolled his eyes and sighed.
"Damn it." He said rubbing his eyes.
"It's fine. Go fix yourself. I'll make you a plate." I said standing up. Ashtray walked out the door and to the bathroom.
I went to the kitchen and saw fez wearing a pink apron that said kiss the chef i laughed at the sight.
"Don't laugh at me. I look hot in this." Fez said flipping a pancake.
"Mhm sure fez." I grabbed two plates. I added two pancakes to each then a few strips of bacon. "Rough night?" Fez winked.
"No we just talked. I'm a virgin Fez." I said laughing softly.
"Not for long." Ashtray walked out of the bathroom and sat down grabbing a plate. "Grab the juice from the fridge." He said pointing to the fridge.
"ASH!" I said giving him a look.
"What?! You know I don't like liars. I just said the truth." I punched him gently in the arm and grabbed him the juice.
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