Darren's pov
After me and Ryan kissed Ryan started breathing really hard. I apologized to him because not only did I think I hurt him but I also assumed that he probably wouldn't want to kiss me anymore. He was still breathing really hard but he nodded so I knew he was okay. Justin walked in a little bit later. He looked a Ryan,looked at Me and asked if we had-. I obviously told him no,because we didn't I know it looked like we did but we didn't.
After Ryan calmed down he kind of ignored me like he was mad. I tried to apologize again but he didn't listen. It was around 9:30 when we all basically went to sleep we all were in our rooms. "Ryan." "hm?" he replied."I'm about to take a shower have you seen my shirt?" "no I haven't" okay" After I got out the shower Ryan was looking the other way respectfully. "Ryan you know you don't have to look the other way" "what if I want to look the other way" "Are you mad at me?" "no" "Oh,okay" Ryan didn't ask he if he could see on my bed with me he didn't even face me in his own bed. I knew he was mad at me and I had to make it up to him. In the morning I got up before everyone and made him breakfast. I'm pretty sure that he forgave me because he started sitting on my lap again.
