Doing my best for SBMPTN

Day 1

Sunday, April 3, 2022

Today is my very first day writing something in English, especially writing my diary in English.

Today is the first day of Ramadhan, I'm eating my sahur with my family. I'm eating chicken fried chicken that my mom made and some spinach soup. After sahur, I pray to God for my exam SBMPTN to do well in the future.

Currently, I love watching dramas 2125 because it's just fun to watch. There are Na heedo, Baek yijin, Ko yurim, and many more.

Talking about SBMPTN I'm very nervous and stupid at the same time, I have to study but I don't know where to start, I'm just applying my email to register a lot of TO UTBK. I download FLIP applications to make me focus on studying and Grammarly applications that I regret how can I find this app late because it's really good, even I'm writing this right now with Grammarly to correct the wrong words.

I'm doing my best to focus on everything. My mental health is not doing great these days, I've experienced bad things that I am even afraid, scared, mad at myself, hopefully, it's gonna get better in the future 🙏. I need to get focus on myself, take care of my mental health, study hard, pray to God, be a good daughter or person, always be disciplined, always positive thinking,  and more.

I want to say thank you to myself, you're doing great but please try harder, you have to work and study hard to achieve something, nothing is easy in this world, you said that you wanted to meet NAMJOON that's almost impossible to even think about it so you have to study and work hard on everything.

I wanted to have a lot of money, go into the college that  I want, be a beautiful person, a kind person, and be a smart person.

Masih bingung mau ngambil Hubungan Internasional atau apaa 😭 pengennya itu Hubungan Internasional tapi kayanya susah dan banyak halangan, pengen ilmu komunikasi juga tapi ternyata ketat bangetttt gila emang ko bisa banyak yg minat pengen nangis ajalaaaaa😭. Bantu doain yaa semoga aja lancar buat semuanya dan bisa keterima sesuai jurusan dan universitas yg di mau. Aamin.

I LOVE YOU💙💛❤💚💜🧡