I live my life for you (BOOK 2)

26

Jho

Nandito na kami sa sala nitong si Bea at ginagamot ang sugat niya. Hindi naman ako ganun kasama para hayaan nalang ito sa labas

"Jho can we start all over again? Please? I really need you love" Bea

"Bakit ka pumunta dito ng lasing?"

Lasing kasi ito kaya pala mukang nanghihina

"You know what love, every shot I drink all I think about is you. Only you Jho, wishing that one day you'll forgive me and give us a chance" Bea

I take a deep breath before I speak

"Beatriz listen. Don't expect us to get back together but for the forgiveness your asking matagal ko na yung binigay"

Nagsimula na ulit na umiyak si Bea

"G...ganun nalang ba k..kadali sayong k...kalimutan ako Jho? I t...thought you will love m...me till d...death?" Bea

Hindi ko namalayan na may pumatak na ring luha mula sa mata ko pero agad ko yung pinunasan

"I'm not the one for you. Even if we say that we still love each other, that love thing isn't enough to make everything work. Because sometimes love might just ruin what we fixed"

"Y-you love me" Bea

"We can't be together. Matulog ka na dito ipapasundo nalang kita kay Deanna bukas"

Tumayo na ako nang biglang hawakan ni Bea ang kamay ko at hinila ako para mahalikan

Agad ko naman yun tinanggal at sinampal ito

"Do you think that your kiss will help to get me back?! No! Ano bang hindi mo maintindihan Bea?! Ayoko na sa'yo!" sabi ko at agad na akong pumasok sa bedroom ko

Narinig kong kumakatok si Bea sa door ng bedroom ko

"Jho s-sorry......I j...just m..miss you k..kaya ko yun n....nagawa.....if you o...only knew h...how much I'm longing f..for you Jho" Bea

"Kung alam mo lang Bea kung gaano na akong nasasabik na mayakap at makasama kang muli.......pero hindi na yata talaga pwede pang maging tayo" I said to myself

Bea

Nagising ako ng maaga at nag order ng food ni Jho at iniwan nalang yung food dito at umuwi na ako sa condo namin

Nang makauwi ako sa condo namin ni Jho dito ko na ibinuhos lahat ng luha ko. Every corner of this unit all I see is my Jhoana, I still can't believe that she's selling this for nothing. Ganun nalang ba kadaling kalimutan ang mga memories?

Habang nandito ako sa sala may narinig akong kumakatok

It's mom

Agad ko siyang niyakap

"M...mom I'm in p...pain....so m...much p...pain......if I c...could j...just bring b....back time to m...make my Jhoana s...stay w..with me"

"Shhhh I know it hurts anak but you have to endure this. Hindi lang ikaw ang nasasaktan si Jho rin" Det

"S...she still l...loves me mom b..but w..why can't s...she get b..back with me if s...she loves me?"

Umupo na kami sa couch ni mom

"Sometimes love isn't enough anak. In order to make your relationship work you should put understanding, trust, respect, and time to it...........Magtiwala ka lang kay Jho, I know that whatever decision she make that's for the good of you two" Det

"B...but mom w...what if letting her go is t..the best o...option for us?"

"Simple, let her go anak. Yun yung best option eh. Yan siguro yung sinasabi nilang 'destined but not meant to be'" Det

"M...mom no, I w..won't l...love someone e...else but Jhoana.....s...she's the only g..girl I love l..like this"

"Just believe in God anak. If Jho is the one that God sent for you, she will comeback. Just wait for God's perfect time mmkay?" Det

"Thank you mom, I love you"

"I love you Isabel" Det

Jho

Nandito kami ni Nico sa Attorney's office para maayos na yung papers ng dating condo namin ni Bea

"I made an agreement, this is about the deletion of your name from the certificate of your condo, so your ex partner's name will be left and will be the official owner of the condo. Your signatures will be needed in order to grant this agreement" attorney

"How long does the process will take attorney?"

"It doesn't take that long as long as you both will sign it right away" attorney

"Ok attorney we'll just comeback here when it's signed"

"Thank you Ms. Maraguinot, hoping that this legal action will help you get through things" attorney

Nico's driving and we're heading to the mall gusto niya daw akong ilabas kasi malapit na daw mawala lahat ng kumukonekta samin ni Bea

"Thank you Nico for your help, di mo naman to kailangan gawin eh"

"Ginagawa ko to Jho kasi mahal kita, ayaw na kitang ikulong sa past mo" Nico

"Thanks"

"Jho pag naayos na ba lahat sasagutin mo na ba ako?" Nico

"I don't know"

"Jho ako pa rin to, hindi na ako gaya ng dati. I am better now and I am ready to get settle down with you" Nico

"Nico hinay hinay lang please? Marami akong iniisip ngayon"

"Ok Jho I'm sorry" Nico

Habang naglalakad kami ni Nico dito sa mall may tumawag sa pangalan ko at pamilyar ako sa boses nito

"Jhoana anak?"

It's tita Det with Bea magkasama sila ngayon