teen titans go: Ravens story

I go back home

I realize I have no one to turn to. I have to go back to the teen titans. Out of any one they are the ones who can help me control it. I am back at the tower and I see Beast Boy sitting in the den type place. He isn't facing me though. I stand at the door trying to knock but its just I don't want to hurt anyone. But then the door opens and Beast Boy is on the phone and is still standing with his back to me and I hide behind the garden. "You found a trace of her magic coming here?" he asks into the phone and he nods. "Ok bye." then he hangs up. He sits down on a bench and looks worried and scared. I slowly walk out but hang around the shadows. I come out and stand there and he looks up. "Raven?" he asks me and I nod. He comes over and hugs me and I hug him too. "What is wrong with you why did you leave?" he asks me bewildered. "My powers." "Why didn't you think we could help?" he asks me and I almost don't want to tell him. "I've never asked for help before except once and I didn't even want it." he looks at me as one tear slides down my cheek. He wipes it away and he brings me upstairs into the central control room/ den. "I think this is the first time I've ever seen you cry!" he says and I laugh but a tear still comes down. "Why are you so sad?" he asks me and I mentally prepare to tell him something I have never told any one before. "Ok here goes. One day I was at a school well a magic school with my mom and my best friend. Some evil people came to invade taking the most talented magic doers with them. My mom and a few other kids got into the car and tried to save ourselves but one of the invaders had magic. He started strangling my mom with this strong magic and she wrecked the car. No one survived except me and my best friend. We ran to my house as fast as we could escaping. We made it but my mom was long gone. She protected me because she loved me. Unlike my father she loved me and wasn't evil. Then my best friend also died because of injuries of the car crash. I was the only survivor but some times I think why couldn't they take me and not my mom." Tears are spilling out and he hugs me once again and looks at me almost studying me. "I am sorry. I didn't think you had a  mom I mean you know?" I looked at him and nodded. He got up and called everyone who was looking for me and told them I was home. They wanted to know what was wrong but I couldn't tell them so I went to my room. Beast Boy told them and I know because I could hear them through the wall. When they where done I went back outside my room. They all looked at me with sympathy and I had had enough. "Don't look at me with sympathy because I don't want it! I just want to pretend I didn't learn anything on this trip and if I tell you your just going to give more sympathy and I am sick and tired of sympathy. Sympathy is crap!" They all look at me curiously like I needed sympathy. "What did you learn I mean not to pry!" Star Fire asked me shyly. "Fine but I don't need your stupid crappy sympathy! My father had another family is what I learned!" They looked at me with sympathy but said nothing. I just went to my room, slammed the door shut, and played with my pretty pretty Pegasus dolls because I felt like it!!!!!!!