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You searched his face for any type of uncertainty.
"Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck" you thought to yourself, still horrified of what you said "Ash please say something" you whispered,
but all he did was get up and go to his room.
Which is when Lexi and Fez walked into the house and your eyes began to tear up "Are you ok y/n/n" Lexi asked soothingly "I am uh gonna go" You smiled whilst getting your things "Bruh what happened" Fez asked definitely confused "I'm not sure.. go talk to Ash" Lexi pushed him to Ashes room.
You could only think of one person to go to,
so you went.. "Please be home" you cried knocking on their front door "Who is it" Maddy asked waking over until she saw you "Oh, kiddles it's you!" she smiled until she saw your state "Oh my god, y/n/n what happened?" she asked before opening the door and bringing you in "Shit with Ash" you quickly
wiped a tear away "I swear if that little fucking buzzcut kid bro-" she started before you interrupted her "Maddy i said i love you to him" which calmed her down a bit "Well then why are you crying?"
she asked softlyRUES NARRATIVE
Ever since Nate and Maddy had their on and off toxic relationship Y/N and Maddy grew to be very close. They would go to each other about anything even if it involved Nate. Y/N knew Maddy and how she could help and she was so grateful, she was at Maddy's house more than her own because she loved it there, away from her fucked up family.
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"Because! told him i love you and soon after that he got up and went to his room" you cried
more "All because you said I love you?" she asked slightly confused "he's not used to being told i love you" you knew it was risky saying it but your brain didn't stop you "Well let me tell you what your
gonna do" she sighed before wiping the tears away from your face "I am gonna drive you over there, you two will talk it out and if he upsets you again i will be fucking mad, ok kiddles?" she asked calmly "Ok" you nodded "Let's go" she grabbed you hand lifting you up from her couch and taking you back outside.
The car ride was silent but it was a comfortable type of silence, it wasn't a far drive from Maddy's to Ashes place so you arrived quickly
"I'll be in the car if you need me, love you kiddles"
Maddy smiled as you got out of the car.
You walked up before knocking on the door taking a deep breath "Hey y/n" Lexi smiled softly before opening the door "Fez talked about to Ash about what happened, i'm really sorry bug" she gave you an apologetic look before hugging you. Lexi had known you for a while and called you bug as her little nickname for you, you two aren't sure how she came up with it but it always stuck. You hugged back before pulling away to go talk with Ash "Hey Ash" you knocked on his door "Come in ma" he responded and you opened the door, stepping in "I'm sorry"
you mumbled "You shouldn't apologise" his heart dropped when heard you apologise "But i just said it and you felt uncomfortable" you tried to reason "i should be the one apologising baby
i'm just not used to hearing it or saying it y'know?"
he grabbed your hand "I know" you whispered "I love you to" he smiled which made you smile
until you two were rudely interrupted by your phone buzzing "I've got to go, i'm staying with Maddy" you turned your phone off and
shoved it back in your pocket "Ok well stay safe, and message me when you get back" he kissed the back of your hand before you both said your goodbyes
to each other. "I'll see you guys later" you smiled at fez and lexi before leaving and going back to Maddy
"Do i need to fuck someone up?" she asked as you got in the car "Nope" you felt giddy "So that went well?" she asked reversing "It went pretty well" you nodded your head turning the radio up humming along to the song
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