(Cry's POV)
I woke up but it was still dark out, my insomnia was getting worse each day. I felt so lonely, so godamn lonely. I got up for a glass of ice water and sat contemplating whether to go on my computer or try to sleep. It would be better for me to go try and sleep even if I didn't sleep i would at least give my body a chance to rest....
So I sat at my computer chair and turned the computer on. My room was so dark I had never really noticed. My walls were covered in my favorite fan art(I even had some pewdiecry art)...I thought it was cute. Skype logged on automatically, I wasn't really paying much attention to it. I was to busy staring at the ceiling. To busy dreaming of what things could be like...
(Pewd's POV)
The tears slowly fell from my cheeks. Why must things be so hard. "I fucking give up with everything" I screamed into the darkness. I heard my skype go off...It was Cry why is he still up. I wiped the tears from my eyes and quickly answered the call. "Sup Pewds" his voice was so deep, I quickly replied "Hey Cry!...whatcha doing up at this time."
Did he know the cam was on? He must know, its just his mask wasn't on he always wears it.
"Its only 2 am Pewds.....Ohhhh fuck"......The call ended.
I sighed, wishing I could see his face again. It was slender but cute and he had amazing green eyes. His hair was a messy and a darkish chocolate colour. He looked so beautiful...
(Cry's POV)
"Fuck he seen my face...fuuuuuck."
Thoughts came rushing through my mind.
"What if he thinks I'm ugly, what if he hates me....What if he took a screen-shot, he could put it online...No Pewds wouldn't do that to me!"
My body suddenly felt weak and I felt sick, my anxieties always do this. I ran to the bathroom and fell on my knees next to the toilet. The heat rushed through my body, I was sweating and my vision went bad. I felt as if I was bringing up my insides and could feel my tears running down my cheeks due to the pain.
---------20 mins later-------
I lay against the tile wall, It was so cold but I felt as if I couldn't move. My eyes slowly began to close and I drifted off.
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First time writing a fan fiction, and i suck at writing :) Please tell me what you think
