||𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝙰𝚙𝚙𝚊|| •JJK• ||

14

-y/n pov-

I been 3 days since Jungkook left 3 days since the kids felt like they lost their dad again. I don't know how many times Areum asked when he was coming back but, what broke me more was having to tell her soon 18 months isn't soon.

I would stay up crying a little or hugging Daehyun when he knows I'm down. I don't know what I would do if Daehyun wasn't born he's the most smartest boy.

"Eomma can we go get ice cream then take yeontan for a walk in the park" since Taehyung when he gave me the responsibility to take care of Yeontan. "Of course pumpkin" I pinched Areums cheek while she whimper from how much it hurt then I ended up kissing them.

"Daehyun let's go" I heard someone rubbing down the stairs when I looked at the stairs I see Daehyun running down the steps with his shoes undone. "Tie your shoes and don't run down the stairs anymore Daehyun" I gave him a stern look because it wasn't the first time he came running down the step.

He nodded with his head down and started walking to the car. "Eomma wait I have to get gukkie" I saw Areum run up the stairs making me sigh because they will never learn to not run up the steps. "Areum hurry" she came running down with the bunny she got from Jungkook in a backpacks it's legs and arm were hanging out and the head popped out from the top.

"Areum sweetie you cant take him everywhere with you someone might take him" all she did was look down cause she knew that she couldn't take him everywhere. "I know" I grabbed yeontan and started walking to the car.

"Ready guys" they nodded while putting on their seatbelts one thing they learned.

-park-

"Areum leave gukkie with me ok" she whined not wanting to leave him with me but she had to or she would get it dirty. "I'm going to protect him for the bad people Areum you don't want them to take gukkie" she shook her head and pushed the bunny into my arms making me laugh.

I looked at the bunny....looking well made it was....every look I took at the bunny just.....reminds me of him.... When I turned the bunny around I saw a little note on the butt.

"Appa loves your Jeon Areum forever"-JJK

I chuckled a little from the cute note but when I read the one below it it made me make a weird face.

"Press the heart princess"

I turned the bunny and press on it's chest feeling something hard inside of it....that's when I heard a....click.

"It's appa princess appa misses you sooooo much but you have to be stronge for appa so go to sleep and think of appa I love you soooo much princess goodnight"

My whole heart stopped it was his voice he recorded his voice for her. I clearly my throat to stop the tears building up in my eyes then placing the bunny down wiping the tears that fell.

"Please come soon kook" everything that happened last year made me regret everything how much of a bad mother I was how I could have been with him and our kids and made memories but I was to much of a selfish person.

I looked at Daehyun and Areum he was pushing his sister on the swing making her laugh with the biggest smile. Ever since Jungkook left Daehyun has been taking more care of Areum he would give up anything to make her smile.

"Kids let's go" Daehyun helped Areum off the swing then running to me while Areum walked taking her time. "Areum come on were gonna be late don't you want ice cream" I gave her a weird look when she stopped walking and fell to her knees making me ran to her.

Once I got to her she was breathing very hard like she couldn't catch her breath. "Areum" she started crying while I rushed to the car and started speeding after Daehyun go into the car once we got to the hospital I rushed Areum to the emergency room "help me"

The nurses took her and rushed her to a room

-waiting room-

Hours passed nothing...Daehyun was on my lap sleeping with dried up tears on his cheeks....Areum bunny right beside me.

"Jeon Areum"

My head shot up at the nurse making my way to her. "Is she ok" the nurse nodded with a smile. "Everything is ok...everything looks health but we are gonna have to get her an inhaler so her breathing but other then that she perfectly fine" I let out a big sign in relief knowing she's save making me more then happy.

"Daehyun let's go see Areum" his eyes shot open getting and quickly grabbing the bunny. "Hurry eomma" he when behind me and pushed me towards the hallway with a bunch of doors.

But I came face to face with one door which on the side said 'Jeon Areum' "here we go big boy" when I opened the door I see my little girl laying there watching adventure time.

"Oh no the gut grinder took his gold" she said with a sad face. "Areum look" I saw Daehyun ran to her climbing up bed and sat beside her and placing the bunny beside her. "I when back for him eomma almost left him" Daehyun knew how much Areum adored the bunny.

"Eomma bad" she gave me a playful glare before going back to watching adventure time. After about 3 hours they released her from the hospital but with an inhaler.

"Eomma look they gave me one with bunnies and turtles and it's purple appa's....favorite.... color...." Her head fell down with sadness making me give her a hug. "How about we try and call appa" both the kids yelled 'yes' making me pull out my phone once I started ringing the kids gathered around.

"Hello?"

Someone answered