Dream Life

chapter 1

Naya's POV

I was having the worst day ever and I felt like nobody would even notice. Not my girlfriend, my my best friend, and not my moms. My moms are Danielle and Stefania Spampinato- Savre, and they are the best moms ever. But sometimes, I feel like I'm not good enough to be their daughter.

You see, I'm adopted.

They adopted me when I was 2 months old and I have been with them ever since. They are truly amazing and always there, but I feel like a disappointment some times.

I want to be perfect all the time, and do everything right, but life happens.

"Ugh."

Danielle's Pov

"Hey bug, what's wrong?" I asked Naya as she let out a sigh, assuming she didn't realize I had walked in her room.

"Hi mom, I'm okay."

"Are you sure? Talk to me." I wanted her to know that I was always there for her I wasn't going anywhere, but I feel like there's only so much I can do without being overbearing.

She takes a deep breath and then finally reveals something that no mother wants to hear.

Naya's Pov

"I just feel like i'm not good enough for you and mama." I didn't want mom to be mad at me, but I also knew I couldn't lie to her.

"Awe bug." She climbs on to my bed and pulls me in to her chest and I lose it. I end up crying in my moms arms because I felt like they were perfect and I wasn't a good enough daughter.

After 20 minutes of me just crying, Mom finally let's go and just let's me vent.

"I feel like I'm not good enough of a daughter and that you guys won't want me anymore. And I know that's dumb to say, since i'm almost 17 but it's hard sometimes. I don't want to bother you or mama with my issues, but I don't know what else to do. I don't it too seem like I don't appreciate you both, because that is far from the truth, but I just wish we spent more time with each other as well. It's always you and mama, or you and Barrett, but it's never, Naya and mom anymore. What happened to Mommy and Naya days? I'm sorry for rambling, but it feels good to get it out. I'm sorry."

When I finally look up again, Mom is crying and I automatically feel bad.

Danielle's Pov

"Oh mom, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that." She quickly reassured me when she say my face full of tears.

"Naya, look at me."

"Mommy." She said with her head buried in my chest.

"Tanaya, look at me. Please,"

"Bug, I love you and I'm so sorry you're going through this. I promise you can always come to me or mama and will help you best we can. Mommy and Naya days will have to start again, but don't for a second think that you aren't good enough to be our daughter. Do you hear me?"

"Yes, mommy. I love you too. Thank you."

I pull her in for a hug and hold her until she falls asleep. All I know is, that I have to someone tell Stef about this without breaking her heart.

A/N
Here's Chapter 1. Would've been out last weekend, but I got super sick :(
Let me know what you think :))

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