I really love him but he lied to me?

Keep holding on part1

COURTNEY POV

For the rest of that horrible night me and Duncan watched every stupid season of total drama we watched total drama island total drama action and even total drama world tour I didn't like the fact that Duncan would be that care less yes I have everything a girl could have imagine but that doesn't matter what matter is that he should have thought about my feelings before doing what he did. Duncan got up from the worm couch "were are u going duncan" I asked with a smile on my face "um too the bathroom that's all" he said with a sad look on his face. Maybe he felt bad for hurting me like that like I was nothing just a peace of paper in the wind I ran too my room saying nothing I heard talking and the voice sounded like Duncan and Kimberly " I love......you and I wanted too say that for a long time now but I couldn't find the words" he said I put my head in my pillow with tears running down my face I turned on a little music too make me feel better but that didn't help I skiped a song after song after song too see if it was the right one it was keep holding on I got up and started cutting up pictures of me and Duncan and crying at the same time I went too Kimberlys room too give her the cut up pictures "what is this for" she said with a confused look on her face "oh its nothing and don't ask why I was cryin" I said with a tear running down my face I ran out the room and grabbed my car keys I just wanted too get away from it all because the pain I'm going through doesn't even make since anymore I looked behind me too see if Duncan was running after me too see if I was ok but all I saw was a door maybe he hates me now......