Go Away

The planing

Jordan- "How do you feel we are meeting in less than a month?"
Will- "I feel overjoyed... Have you brought it up to your mother?"
Jordan- " ya she knows I'm going she wanted to come but she has work."
Will- " I mean about us..."
Jordan- "well I tried but then she started talking about me going to church with her again then she asked me what girl I liked and I just don't want to hurt her you know?"
Will stayed silent for a while. You could hear Jordan breathing hard from the rambling he had just done. Long after will spoke " Why would it hurt her?" He whispered. "you know exactly why." Jordan responded.
After what seemed like many moments of silence Will spoke softly. "If she actually loves you then who you love won't matter." Jordan was shocked "well fuck Will now I have to tell her!" Will chuckled "if you weren't going to tell her I was!!"
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*The next day*
"Jordan wake up! We have to get to church on time!"
I heard my mother scream up the stairs. My stomach flipped... Today was the day I told my mother what I have been dreading for so long.
I love Will, I am gay
That is all I could think about the whole time I was getting ready I got into the car with my mother and older brother (he already knows) "hey mom" I stuttered "yes?" She answered. "Will you always love me?" She gasped "of course!! Why what did you do?" "Nothing" I replied "it's just I think I'm in love" he adds. "Oh honey that is wonderful!! Why would I ever hate you for that?" She sounded concerned. "Well you know how I am going to see that guy Will?" You say choosing your words wisely. "Yes..." "Well mom I love him. I love Will and I am gay" he almost shout. She stays silent for a few minutes. Then he sees her pull over "get out right now" she spits. Shocked he replied "I thought you would love me no matter what!?" "That is before I knew you would do something so stupid! Be more like your brother he has a nice girlfriend! Now get out walk home and pack your bags and leave!" Your brother now butts in "if he leaves I leave!" She looks at him with tears in her eyes. "Fine just get out I don't want you"

Authors notes
Well I'm back exams are soon so it might be a while before I update this!! My life is actually feeling normal now!! If you were wondering!! I love you all and keep reading :p