(TRIGGER WARNING!!)This a bakudeku fanfic,In this fanfic Deku/Izuku is depressed and suicidal and also in this Inko abuses Deku (sorry to make her like this) so if you don't like that kind of stuff I suggest not reading this!
Hey I'm Izuku Midoriya, My life seems all perfect when you meet me because I always have a smile on my face, but it's all fake. I just put a smile on my face because I don't want people to see how shitty my life is because then they give me pity. I hate that cause they don't care at all but they can't be the one who's mean or rude to the depressed, suicidal kid that gets abused cause if they are mean and rude then there popularity goes down. That's why I don't tell anyone and hide everything that's shit in my life so basically everything in my life, I hide!
~Thinking~ *Actions* "talking"
Izuku is in his dorm by himself, all of the rest of class-1a is either out shopping or training except Bakugo,Todoroki and lida. All of the teachers are here expect Present Mic cause he is training Kirishima because he is trying to get stronger. Bakugo is training in his dorm and Todoroki is studying for a big test that's coming up in a week. Aizawa is talking to lida about something.
~Izuku's mind💭: I'm trying so hard but I feel like I'm never gonna be good enough, my mom hates me because she blames me for my dad leaving us~
~Izuku's mind💭: I should just die already. I mean like kacchan already hates me and I like him so so much but he just yells at me so he must want me to die and he said in middle school "Why don't you take a swan dive off the roof and wish you were born with a quirk in your next life!"~
*Izuku walks to the bathroom and sees the blade he used to cut himself* I wonder if I should just cut myself again Izuku said out load. I mean I hate my life so why not! *Izuku picks up the blade and takes a minute of staring at the blade* ~Izuku's mind💭: I'm just gonna cut 3 times~ *Izuku cuts one time* one Izuku said *Izuku cuts one more time* two he said and on the last cut he says "shit, I cut to deep" Blood was gushing from his wrist.
~Izuku's mind💭: Fuck I can't do anything right, I'm so useless. I'm never good enough, Izuku kept repeating in his mind~ It was 8:20 pm and lights out in the dorms is at 8:30 and Todoroki,lida,Uraraka,Tyusu,Mina and Kirishima always say good night to the rest of the class and kacchan always replied with "FUCK OFF or GO THE FUCK AWAY" like the angry pomeranian he is but Izuku loves that angry pomeranian but he always thinks that Bakugo hates him and that hes never gonna be good enough for him so he gets more and more depressed from his feelings for Bakugo.
*Izuku hurry's and grabs a really long sleeve hoodie, it was a maroon pinkish red with a heartbeat design on it* This wil do Izuku said.
This is what the hoodie looks like.
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*Izuku runs to the bathroom mirror* Why do I have to be so ugly Izuku said. I know, i'll never be good enough Izuku says!
