A lot of people your age would give a stink eye because of how you would fangirl over Hideyoshi Nagachika. Lovely. Since you were a year younger you would hang out with them once in a while. After that you became close and started to hangout with them on regular bases. You would often joke around with as you and Kaneki liked to call him Hide and read books with Kaneki. You were like siblings and on your brthday Hide confessed his love and now you were insepretable. Hanging out always staying with eatch other 24/7 you grew older spending each moment with Hide but everything changed when he said those words that made your heart flutter and butterflies fill your guts. Those little words that made you happy forver "Will you marry me?" Of caurse you said yes since you loved like he did love you but once years started flying fast by. Hide started to work for the CCG which broke your heart ut deep inside you knew for what and why he was doing it.
Though everything changed when you were standing outside the building that Hide was in. A figure carried his sleeping body. This made your heart break. You lost everything that moment when you saw his lifeless body. Laying on the ground peacefully. You made a run for it even when the worker of the CCG tried to stop you. Running like your life counted on it. You dropped to your knees and took his body in your shaking arms. Sobbing and wepping you clunch his body sobbing your eyes out likes there's no tomorrow. For there wasn't.
The promised 'FOREVER' never came and you still sob in front of his grave. Erasing everythiung surrounding you. You let the rain mix with your tears and fall to the ground.
You still loved him and when the end ffinaly came for you. You let out a final breath without worrying you closed your tired eyes and faded into the world where you saw him.
The 'FOREVER' you wished for never came but at least you saw him and you were okay with it. As long as you were with him even in hell you would still be happy.
(A/N) Idk what i wrote here but at least i did. I don't know if it's good or not and please don't mind my bad grammar since english isn't my formal language. Oh and if you want to feel the feels listen to: Tokyo Ghoul Ost- Glassy Sky or Zankyou no Terror ost- Walt
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