Crazy love

resistance

 
Yesterday i saw you ,today you saw me ..oh why our hearts are expecting something baby?

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  The both boys were having a whole taste of eachother's mouth as they worshipped it with so much of feelings.  Unknown little feelings . Both of thier feelings just got too much in this kiss.  The kiss in short is the best kiss they both ever had , even though they had too many night stands, maybe it's because Jimin is always great in bed and so does Jungkook .

   Jimin then pushed the younger away feeling the same feelings again ...one way he felt as if he is cheating and other way he was too afraid to feel those feelings again ...these feelings are supposed to be for that one person , eventhough that person is not with him anymore..

    The whole arena was clapping hands as they cooed at the couples. Jimin without saying anything walked out practically jogged put of the arena right after the kiss , excusing himself... He don't know why those buried feelings is peeking up now .  The whole years of becoming a monster is shattering now .

    He wants to be the monster not that ......not that loving innocent romantic one again ...he had enough of that . He had enough for being that romantic innocent sweet one  .... Memories started floating in his head as he sat at his car seat ...

  Short flashback :

    " Hey i-" the handsome young boy in his 20s stood awestruck as he saw the beauty in front of him . His heart was beating like crazy as he tried his best to regain his breath , suddenly feeling so nervous to let out the words...as he looked right in her beautiful eyes...

    " Yeah , mister ?" Her sweet voice with so much respect ah , there Jimin fell in love with her , he never believed in love at first sight ...but this girl made those all go far away from his list .

     He started to nervously stumble his foot on the ground as he bit his lips before looking straight into her eyes ...the always confident Jimin peeked up as he said those three words without any hesitation ...

     " I love you" even without knowing her name , her age , her address the boy madly fell in love with her .. the first time his heart beated like this for someone and he knows it would not ever lie to him . The way that girl had played with the bottle on the ground while smiling like a child ...Jimin swore he could see that all his life ...that beautiful smile ...

     She bit her lips as she blushed ,muttering gibberish words before running away . Jimin turned and looked at her as he kept a hand at his chest ... literally feeling as if the heart wants to come out and chase the girl... That day was the starting of everything "

End of flashback

Jimin touched his cheeks as he felt his hands getting wet ...great he is crying now. The sin is crying now ...oh how he wish he was strong against her and those emotions .... He drove to the one place that could calm him as he spent the whole day there playing with his cookie as he slept at the grass ...

Three days later :

     Everyone including media were searching for the one person Jimin ...since the kiss on the engagement day Jimin never returned back home ... Hell to say that Jimin's mom is scared ? Yes she is.  Kookie's parents are also trying to search for thier son in law in future .

    Jungkook on the other hand was having scenarios in his mind ...for the first time the younger boy cared . He don't know why his heart is beating so fast continuously ...it's not calming at all ...is this fear of losing someone ? If it is he doesn't want that at all.

    He himself went to places checking everywhere yet ...no one saw him ...no one saw Jimin .

   His original bratty behaviour was long gone as he was so drowned to get the man and scold him.  Is it because of the kiss ? Is really Jungkook not Jimin's type ? Is that why he became mad and ran away? Is this all...?

    He felt himself as idiot for doing that ....maybe he should just cancel out the contract marraige ..but that thought alone made Jungkook go sick . He never felt these feelings ..these were all new to him . Totally new . He shouldn't even care for the older but now he is only doing that. Only caring for Jimin and nothing else .

    Maybe ....this is love? Yet he don't want to admit it . There is no way someone can fall in love in less than two months.  It's dumb right?...right..?

    A car sound made its way to his ears as he quickly ran downstairs want to scream the shit out of the owner ....and there he is ...the man who went lost for three whole days standing infront of the door as he looked a lot more different ... So different .. the little smile atleast that little smile which will be on jimins face is no more ...

     Did he did what he shouldn't have?...Jungkook is getting insecure by seeing Jimin like this after the day they had the kiss. The kiss meant so much more to Jungkook ...but maybe for the older it didn't?....

     " Move" Jimin's voice said it was strict , it reminded Jungkook of the first day they saw eachother ...that Jimin ..oh Jungkook would love to see the other sides of Jimin which he know ..but not this ..

    Not even telling anything Jungkook moved away letting the man enter the house .

   " Where were you?" Jungkook asked lowly fuck these feelings.  He wish he can act bratty like always . But these feelings are restricting him to do so ..

    " None of your business " Jimin harshly said before he started to make his way upstairs . Jungkook was quick to hold him and turn him around as he looked right into Jimin's eyes. 

  " No need to be all cocky just because i kissed you mister. You better don't make me feel like this . You better . And the marriage is in four days you .are .coming . And thank you for making me feel like shit these past days" Jungkook let it all out as he should have ran away after saying this ...but no, he instead did something the older least expected he hugged him tightly...

    " Don't give these mixed feelings to me . It's making me a whole new person . Don't make me insecure ...don't make me feel those mixed feelings . Don't" Jungkook ranted as he hugged Jimin by his shoulder the olders face turned to regret for one minute before he quickly made it go away .

   " Then don't get attached" Jimin said before pushing the younger as he made his way upstairs to his room while the youngers eyes let one drop of tears staining his beautiful cheeks ... Is this love ? Then he don't want these feelings ...not at all . These are making him way too weak ...

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