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A song a wrote a few months ago while in a sh#tty mental place. There were 1-2 inspired lines, One was inspired by perfume (the love joy song) And the other one I'm pretty sure was inspired by the song that goes "Leave me down on the dance floor" DI...

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Mental issues

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by Dragoncello999

by Dragoncello999

Mental issues:

I got mental issues,

Swear that I can fix you,

But maybe I'm a liar,

My head might be on firee,

And I know you might hate me,

Cause I've been acting shady,

Always fucking tired,

I swear my chests on fire,

I have no desires,

But my hearts on fire,

I'm sure that I'm a liar,

Cause my heads on fire,

And I know that I'm crazy,

You ain't need to tell me,

Always fucking laughing,

Always fucking crying,

And I know that you hate me,

You feel the need to tell me,

And I know that your toxic,

But I always fucking miss you,

I don't need to miss you,

Yeah, I don't need to miss you,

I don't need to miss you,

But I often still doo,

YEAH!

I DON'T NEED TO MISS YOU!

NEVER FUCKING DOO!

PROMISED I'D BE HAPPY,

BUT NOW YOUR JUST DEAD WEIGHT!

YEAH NOW YOUR JUST A DEAD WEIGHT!

It's still 2 am,

Probably be in bed

But I still can't wait

For the message that it takes

To fill the little breaks,

From the hate you fucking said

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Once again I don't feel this way as much anymore, I was struggling and thinking about the sh#t show that was my friendship with A.R(my gaslighter) and the trauma/worsened trust issues I have because of her. The main reason I'm not using a fake name or her real name is that it hurts to see/hear/say hear name. Plus, I've been referring to her by her initials for awhile(idk if she has a middle name tho, it never came up) hehe, trauma am I right?