Broken Apart

-two years before- (Chapter Two)

Sighing, I look at my girlfriend Britney. In my car, watching her flirt with other guys didn't kill me as much as it should. She cheated... A lot. I'm looking for sex, and I heard she can give it. I don't love. I sleep with them, and then leave. What is love? It's just two people feeling like they know each other so much that they form a life together. Sounds like crap to me. Don't get me wrong... I'm not that kind of lame teen that hates seeing couples walking around. Holding hands. Kissing, walking the other to class. It's adorable. People don't understand though. You fall in love with someone and everything is now about them. You are committed to them, but then they go and break a promise with you. They destroy your whole life. I don't know how to love, anyways. "Whatever..." I mumble. Watching Britney flirt with other guys was a waste of my time. Looking down at a paper my friends and I set up I chuckle. Okay- so there is this girl. Named Sera Johnson. Total nerd. Blonde hair, blue eyes. She's perfect sleeping material. She's very shy, and she gets bullied........ By me. Aye and my friends. From a TV show my sister used to watch, we got the idea to throw slushy's in her face. For about a year now, everyday we would get cherry slushy's and when she least expects it we chug it in her face. She's so lame she can't even fight back. She's beautiful. Pulling up to my school, Parkway high. I let out a groan. Knowing if I ditch one more day I could get serious trouble. Now, I don't mind trouble but my dad has problems with me. My mom and brothers won't defend me. Walking inside I see Sera at her locker. Giggling, I walk to mine. "Hey, Shor" Brandon says. He's my best friend other than Scott and Tanner. Taking a peek at Sera, I look back at my locker. Feeling something weird in my chest. Probably just nervous to go home. Long story... "So I was thinking, we should totally smother Sera with paint. From our paintball guns!" Scott says laughing. He said it with a jump of excitement. "Can't you just lay off...?" What the hell? Did I just say that? Scott looks at me weird. "Lay off?" He says turning his head. "Yeah- lay off all them girls.. I heard you've been sleeping around man slut." I say innocently. Tanner and Brandon laugh, same as Scott. Chuckling innocently, I was thankful for that save. I don't want them doing anymore stuff to Sera. "I'll see you three later." I began to walk, looking at Sera, and I stop. Watching her, I lean against the wall. I'm not close to her, not far. I feel nervous. My brain is telling me one thing, and my heart is saying another. I groan, thinking about this and what I'm dealing with is making my head and chest feel weird. She looks back at me, "can I help you?" She snarls at me. "N-no..." I say looking down, then turning my head to somewhere else. Literally what's wrong with me. As she turns, I smile widely. Then, I realize what is happening to me.