Cursed Marrige|| Jikook||

10

It was 1am akready when jimin heard click sound from front door. Jungkook was back...

But he was drunk.

He gone straight to his room leaving confused jimin behind.

Should I ask him if he want to eat something? After lot of self battling jimin decided to atleast make coffee for jungkook.

"J-... Jungkook I bought coffee."jimin knocked on his already open door in fear.But got suprised when he saw jungkook already standing near door almost like waiting for him.

"Ohh yes!! thanks jimin I really needed this. My lovely husband what I have done in past life to get husband like you? "jungkook said coming near jimin and take cup of coffee from his hand carefully.

Jimin was shocked will be understatement. For a moment he really thought jungkook changed but his hope died down when he saw jungkook gaze change changed from soft to glare of anger and poured coffee on ground .

Looking straight into jimins eyes which were filled will utter fear.

"J-..Jungkook...." Jimin got flinched when jungkook thrown cup of coffee on ground shattering it into pieces. He covered his ears in fear.

"Shut the fuck up you whore!!! First you tell your that lover of yours to almost spill that I hit you and then you were hugging him in fucking washroom? "

"What jungkook I think there is misunderstand I -..."

"Seriously jimin? Don't you get a room that you started fucking in shitty washroom? Were you that desperate for dick?"

slap!!

Jungkook turned his head back with his still stinging cheeck. Jimin didn't t regretted slapping him this time.

"Don't make conclusions when you don't know truth jungkook!! You have no right to accuse me into-..." Jimin stopped when jungkook started to get near him. Decreasing their distance by each step.

"S-... Stay away from me..." Jimin tried to push jungkook away by chest but jungkook hold his hand tightly. Jimin tried to free his hand but jungkook was too strong for that.

He come closer to jimin with each passing second.

Jimin backed up in fear.

"Your lover wanted me to treat you like husband right? Then we should do what husband's do in bed shouldn't we?" Jungkook blocking jimin in between his arms and wall behind him.

Their faces were so close that jimin could feel jungkook's breath on his lips. Jimin could smell alcohol in jungkook's breath which increased his fear of things getting worst more.

"Jungkook p-... Please...."

"Please what jimin? You want me to kiss you?"

"STOP!! P-.... Please stop...."

Before jimin can say further jungkook gripped hard on his hand and pushed him towards bed throwing him on bed.

"Jungkook please stop... You are not in your correct state" jimin yelled and tried to stand up from bed but jungkook gripped his both wrist and pinned them above his head.

"Jung-...mmmph." before jimin can finish his sentence jungkook kissed him harshly muffling his words. Jimin felt disgusted he tried to free his hand but jungkook's grip was strong.

This was definately not how jimin imagined his first kiss... Jungkook tried to slide his tongue inside jimins mouth but jimin used all force he had and sealed his lips.

Jimin used his legs to kick jungkook but that didn't affected jungkook's action a bit. He tried to move his head sideways avoiding kiss but jungkook gripped on his face with right hand left hands pinning both hands.

Determined with his actions jungkook rip out jimins shirt making him half naked. Jimin tried to cover his bare torso and look sideways when he felt ugly and being used.... he can't accept what was going to happen when him.

"Jungkook please.... D-... Don't do this... Please I will do anything..... please don't do this ....just please jungkook.... I-...I will get panick atta-..." Jimin couldn't even compete his sentence. He knew he was going into panick attack when he realised couldn't breath when jungkook started to remove his pants.

Jungkook reminded jimin that man...

That night...

He was going numb slowly fearing to open his eyes if he to see that shitty man in front of him. He was just on half sided down pants and half ripped shirt.

"This is what you wanted right? That's why you always whore around for dick don't you? " Jungkook said but this time there was no response. Jimin's body was numb.

He didn't even resist him anymore just shading tears and weak sobs with closed eyes.

"Pathetic slut." Jungkook said and got up from bed closing door harshly on his way out.

Jimin was still numb. Eyes closed, tears flowing out, with his silent sobs, face disgusted with ugly reality just happened.

He just wanted to stop fighting now, stop living life of everyone's expectation where his heart was getting ripped apart...

He was tired...

He want to stop this pain...

Tired of smiling, of pretending that everything is okay when his own thoughts were killing him slowly....

When there were no tears left to cry he opened his eyes slowly in dark room. He got up from bed ripped shirt still around his torso sliding up his pants sobbing hard on his state.

He turned on shower standing there not caring how much cold water was. Letting it follow on his damped shirt and messy lips.

Constant sobs were leaving his mouth when he tried to rub his lips with back of his hand where jungkook kissed. He rubbed them so strongly that it drawn blood from them...

Suddenly he felt disgusted about his whole body and started to scratch and rub as much strongly he can. He felt like he got used.... Just a ugly body who get used... Always.

Constant scratching oozed out blood from many places over his hands and chest. But that didn't stopped him.... The more he scratched the more he wanted to do it... That stinging pain made him numb for his mental pain.

'should I end everything here? '

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Next part:

"I wish I could meet you last time tae... But I won't be able to do it then.." -jm.

Q. Hero or villain?