Travis POV
Habang nag rereview ako biglang nag tanong si Yna kaibigan ko.
“Gusto mo daw ako?” Nakakunot ang noo na tanong niya
“Ha?”
“Wala may nagsabi lang.” At pina ikot niya ang ballpen na hawak nya
“Sino? Sasapakin ko lang” Pag bibiro ko
“Sira!” At tinawanan niya lang ako at nag seryoso ulit
“Pero seryoso gusto moko?” Seryoso ang mga matang sabi at nilapit ng konti ang mukha sa akin
“Kaysa mag tanong ka ng mag tanong dyan, Mag review ka.” Seryosong sabi ko nakatingin padin sa librong binabasa
“Nakakatamad kaya, At Ang dami ko ng nareview uy! Stress na utak ko”
“Wala ka pang nirereview ni isa Yna.”
“Hindi naman kase maganda mag turo puro lang sermon!” Inis na sabi niya
Napa buga ako ng hininga at sinabing “Kahit na Yna, mag aral ka pa din.”
Binalingan ko na siya ng seryosong tingin at sa huli ay nag review naman na siya.
Pagkatapos ko maligo pumasok na ako sa kwarto at nakita si Yna na nag rereview padin
“Naligo ka?” Napatingin siya sa akin
“Hindi ba obvious?” Sabay upo sa dulo ng kama at pinupunasan ang buhok gamit ang twalya
“Ang sungit mo talaga!” Inis na sabi at hinampas ako tinawanan ko nalang
“Bakit ka nandito gabi na?”
“Sleepover lang ikaw namarn” Natatawang sabi nya dahil alam niyang ayaw kong dito sya natutulog
“WHAT?!”
“Sa sahig ako matutulog” Pagdedesisyon nya
Inilingan ko naman at sinabing “Hindi, Sa kama ka ako sa sahig” at pabulong na sinabing “Nakakahiya naman”
“Dapat lang!” Pag tawa pa niya
Napatingin kami sa pinto ng kumatok si Papa at binuksan ang pinto
“Anak, Kain na.” Tinanguan naman namin bilang pang sang ayon at isinara na ni Papa ang pinto. maya maya lang ay sumunod na kami.Kumakain na kami habang nagkukwentuhan sila habang nakikinig lang naman ako
“Kumusta si Gia, Anak?”
Pag babanggit nya sa pangalawang kapatid ni Yna. Tatlo silang magkakapatid si Yna ang Ate.
“Pa, Nasa ibang pamilya na po siya eh” At ngumiti ng pilit
“Ay Nako! Pasensya na Ija!”
“Nako Pa, Okay lang po yun!” At ngumiti siya ng alanganin
Nasa Terrace na kami nag papahangin ng hindi ko mapigilang mag tanong.
“Are you okay?”
“Oo Naman.” Sabi niya at ngumiti
“Stop lying,And please take a break from pretending that you’re okay.”
“What do you mean?”
“You 're always faking everything, your smile, your laughs.”
“Oh.” And she smiled at me
“ I need to be strong for them, Travis.”
“Bago ka maging malakas para sa kanila maging malakas ka muna para sa sarili mo.” I seriously said
And as we look through each other's eyes, as the wind flows, her eyes start to cry. Her mouth was always lying but her eyes were asking for help as if her heart was breaking apart. As if she’s drowning.
“I am tired you know, Yung alagaan mga kapatid mo habang si Mama ayun masaya.”
“Are you Mad at her?”
“Yes, A bit. She’s the one who needs to take care of us but then sa iba niya ginawa ang alagaan kami, yung icocomfort kami pag hindi kami okay, yung sya mag pupunas ng mga luhang pumapatak sa amin.
Yung pag may problema siya iyong sasabihin mo. Kaso siya pa yung naging problema.” And she smiled painfully while crying.
Lumapit ako sakanya at pinunasan ang mga luhang pumapatak sa kanyang mga mata ng bigla siyang yumakap sakin. And as my heart beats I also hug her.
“Shush, Yna one day you’ll be fine hmm?”
“If you want to shout then shout, If you're tired then learn to rest and not to give up. If forgiving her is the reason for you to heal then go and talk to her. Kung kaya mo nga masaktan dapat marunong ka din mag patawad kase pwedeng hindi lang pala ikaw ang nasasaktan.Baka ayaw nya din naman sa naging desisyon nya?” I said still not breaking our hug
“I can’t”
“If you still can’t then It takes time, but Yna if one day mag pakita siya sayo talk to her okay? Baka pwedeng huli na yun. Please Don’t make regrets.”
After that pumunta na kami sa kwarto nang biglang mag tanong si Yna.
“Are you scared to fall in love Travis?” That question made me think. Am I scared or am I just waiting for someone that is not even possible to be mine?
“I don’t know Yna. How about you?”
“How can I love when I’m still afraid?”
“Afraid?”
“Yeah, Afraid of being hurt by the Man I love, And Crying over a Man I didn’t even deserve. Kusa naman dadating yan mag hintay nalang.”
“I agree” We laughed together
“I don’t want to waste some effort, love, sacrifice, and commitment to the person that’s not really meant for me.” I said
“Ah, Totally agree” She said and we laughed again
My eyes were closed. But After a long silence she speaks again.
“Travis?”
“Hmm?” Napamulat ang aking mata
“Kung tayo nalang kaya?”
YOU ARE READING
Moon Shines Brightly (On Going)
RomanceSince they were high school, Ynara Cervantiaz and Sebastian Travis Azaleo became friends. They do love each other but Yna choose to take a different path. "I am a Moon and I would always shines bright just for you My Love!"
