I wonder if I would be as good as the other teenager girls. But I'm not, and I'll never be. Maybe that's why I have never had a boyfriend because I'm not worth it... But anyways let's put that aside for now and let me introduce myself. My name is Samantha Sparks and I'm 16. My parents divorced when I was two and I don't remember much of my dad so I live with my mom in Sant Clemente, CA with my two older brothers, Jake and Claire.
I'm depressed for about four months and my mother found out I was depressed two months ago, so since then I have had sessions on the psychologist once a week. In each session, my doctor asked me if I sometimes had some suicidal reactions, I always said no, because if I said that I cut myself he would tell my mom (as he always does at the end of each session) and then she would admitted me in a hospital or something like that. I don't understand why I still go to the sessions because I hate going there.
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Authors note*
Hii this is my first fanfiction so hope you guys like it :) And if there's spelling mistakes apologize I because as I am Portuguese is a bit difficult for me to write in english but I do my best ... so yeah :D
